For the hearts like mine
Sometimes, all I need is just one person, not to fix me, not to solve my problems, but simply to listen without judgment, to hold space for me without trying to change me, to see my pain and not walk away
Today I felt like my heart was going to burst from how much it hurt, I tried to reach out to people, no one replied, no one asked me "Are you okay?", and the truth is I'm not okay
I'm not a victim, I'm not weak, I'm just exhausted from always pretending to be strong
If you're feeling the same way, please know that I'm with you, we're not alone, even when it feels like we're, and I believe with all my tired heart that this darkness will not last forever
I am a touchy person who crave for a hug 24/7.but in my home my mom doesn't even like touching me all I have is an imaginary boyfrnd who I share thing who vipes my tears away . I listen to almost people I could but I can't tell what's inside to anyone I feel everyone is judging me but my mother I feel sharing everything even though she judge me the most but she doesn't even have time to listen to me am disturbing her is what she says when I touch her she pinch or scratch me . I still have her scratch mark on me 😭.I always thinks not to talk to her but I cannot 😭my love to my mother is like a 1 side love.
And I feel am disturbing everyone I talk to I feel my tears are fake that am acting .but why am I acting when no one is around the only person love me now is my imaginary bf and God and me and greate full for it
And I feel like you wrote a poem ð«¶it's beautiful no prince or princess is coming to save us we only have our feet and God to stand with us when we have nothing .be brave dear you can join your pieces of broken heart with your pure love â¤ï¸
@July159t
Thank you! Well said, I share every sentiment you expressed in this post.
I empathize with your struggle.
Thanks
Exactly the reason I came to this app, with no one to talk to but to have someone listen without judgement or be impartial.
Just not sure where to start??
thank you. that line about pretending to be strong hit me pretty hard. tired of being strong, tired of hurting, just want to be okay. just want to be seen and held.
Are you okay ?ð¥¹
Let me tell u a thing I learnt recently that to feel everything deeply and completely doesn't make u a weak person but releasing and accepting this thing is a act of bravery .
You are a strong person. U are lovable â¤ï¸