Getting to Know Someone is a Beautiful Process

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I am very protective and loyal, also that I'm stronger than I seem

@jesusredeemedme2425 I wish everyone knew that I'm a  really big supporter, in preserving our wildlife and endangered species. Yep! That why I'm selling jars of pickled pandas.. £3 a jar if anyone's interested😁

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What is at least one thing about yourself that you wish more people knew about you?

I am more than what they see on the outside.

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I wish people know i was smart. That just because I look the way I'm not dumb. 

So many people are surprised when I drop such interesting knowledge that is quite brand for a 16 year old aha 

I’m way more emotional then you think. I have so much going on in my brain. Some people can read it and be like “usually you’re happy.” “Today you are not happy you’re sad.” Sometimes I just feel like I have nothing to say. So who can figure me out?

I’ll go home and cry or sometimes cry alone in the bathroom. That is on very bad days.

I just want to have a “stone face” or a “happy face.”

Does anyone know? I have no idea?

I work threw it I talk threw it and it’s okay!

I usually try not to tell people I don’t feel good either. Unless I feel like I know that person or can trust them. Sometimes then I just don’t want to say anything.

I won’t say my head hurts. Because it seems to so much anymore. It has to be bugging me bad for hours/days for me to say anything. (It doesn’t now lol it was earlier)

Any illness and bad feeling I try to hide at SOMETIMES. I almost want to ignore it until it goes away or becomes worse.

I give excellent and comforting hugs and want to give them to anyone who wants them, but I get anxious about people being anti-touch (my wife's grandparents are excellent examples), so I normally just keep to myself. I just have a lot of love to share.

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I wish people knew just to what extent I avoid talking behind their backs, and I deflect the subject if someone else starts.  If I say anything about someone they aren't present for, it's either remotely positive, or there's a good reason for saying it.  

I wish people knew how much I notice and understand. I know when you’re making fun of me. I know when you’re hinting at something that you want me to change about myself or do for you, but playing it off as a joke. I know when you’re trying to manipulate me with little lies and comments. I know when you’re trying to make me feel guilty because I didn’t do what you wanted me to. I know when you told me one thing and then tell someone else a different detail because what you did was wrong. I know when you’re bored while I’m talking. I know that you check your watch, check your phone, look around listening to other conversations instead of being active in ours. I know how you’re always ready to call me up or hang out with me when you need someone to talk to, but tune out as soon as it’s my turn to talk. I know how you ask me how I am to check the box but then immediately interrupt to talk more about yourself. I know that you say how wonderful I am but don’t treat me like anything of value to you. But I never say anything, because I also know you don’t know yourself well enough and wouldn’t understand, and you’d just get mad at me for having feelings that get in the way of what you want.

I wish people knew why I just end up avoiding them instead.

I wish people knew how their actions make me feel worthless.