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Alone, scared, forgotten.

User Profile: IzzyGamer
IzzyGamer December 27th, 2025

I'm so tired of hurting all the time. It's exhausting. I'm so sick and tired of everything. Life feels like a repeat of itself. Day after day week after week nothing changes. Its always the constant ache I feel in my chest. What's the point in anything. What's the point of trying. I don't matter, not really. I'm tired of people acting like they care only for them to prove me wrong. They say time heals everything, time has done nothing for me but make everything worse. I barely sleep, barely eat. Nothing helps. I'm just a useless worthless person. I don't belong anywhere. I'm an outcast, forgotten amongst everyone and everything. All I want is for the pain to stop. 

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User Profile: 400arii
400arii January 2nd

I’m so sorry to hear that

@IzzyGamer me too, 3 years ago when I’d feel down I’d have those stupid days dreams about having a cabin in the woods. Now those daydreams are of driving north into the Canadian wilderness with no plan whatsoever. I’ve given up on things ever working out for me that cabin in the woods wouldn’t make me happy it’s so absurd that I used to think my problems were fixable or that I could do something to improve myself. My mental state follows me everywhere nothing makes me happy anymore

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User Profile: IzzyGamer
IzzyGamer OP January 4th

@courteousSailboat9934

I'm sorry you've been going through some similar. I can't imagine how hard things have been for you. 

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User Profile: AlphaCentauriii
AlphaCentauriii January 4th
@IzzyGamer I’m sorry you’re feeling that way, high school wasn’t exactly stellar for me either. I think it was a combination of how my mental was in it, how non social I was, and everyone saying these are the best years of your life and it genuinely felt like my worst. Especially when Covid hit halfway though mine. I won’t pretend like I know what you’re going through, but I will say that you’re worth is not tied to how many people text you in a day or care about you, if it was I would’ve gone even crazier. I genuinely do think there are people for everyone, even if the group could be smaller than most or a lot of comfort comes from online friends, which is okay too. The pain won’t magically go away on a random Tuesday and never come back, but you get better at dealing with it and hopefully have real friends to lean on if you need it. Wishing you the best 🩵
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User Profile: IzzyGamer
IzzyGamer OP January 4th

@AlphaCentauriii

Thanks, I appreciate it. 

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User Profile: PupboiCody
PupboiCody January 4th

Hey friend 🥰 I really understand what you’re going through. Some days feel like a broken clock, just pain and sadness looping nonstop. But the fact that you still feel? That means you’re still here. Still breathing. Still moving toward tomorrow.

We keep trying even when everything feels impermanent, because what truly lasts is the love we give and the faith we hold. We move forward because you are in it with us as well, and we truly cares about you.

This group exists because of you. You matter here. You’re our hope, and we’re proud to walk right beside you.

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User Profile: IzzyGamer
IzzyGamer OP January 4th

@PupboiCody

Thank, that means a lot. 

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User Profile: PupboiCody
PupboiCody January 4th

No problem at all! My pleasure to support you, my friend ☺️

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Fr... I feel the same bro

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User Profile: IzzyGamer
IzzyGamer OP January 5th

I'm sorry you've been going through something similar. You're not alone and I hope things get better.

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Yeah I wish.... I hope better days are gonna come though my life is going towards worse..... I hope I will recover one day

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User Profile: SafeSpaceHeart
SafeSpaceHeart January 4th

I can really relate to what you said. I’ve been there and I know well that feeling when all you want for the pain to stop. One thing that helped me is stop resisting the pain, stop running away from it. Time can help, just let it be for now. Because the pain is so unbearable we wish for it stop as quickly as possible and completely but because the pain is so deep, it will take time and sometimes a lot of time but it can be lighter. Observe your heart and notice anything that makes it at least a little bit sparkle and follow this feeling. Let your heart to breathe at least for a little moments with things, hobbies, activities that make it easier to go through the day. First it will be little moments of joy but they can grow. And the fact that you are reaching here, in this community, shows that you are very strong, you maybe don’t know it yet. Just keep trying to find a bit of light every day.

Another thing that helped me, is talking to my heart like it’s my friend, I would say: “I know you are hurting but I am here with you and I always will be with you and I will do everything I can to protect you.”

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User Profile: IzzyGamer
IzzyGamer OP January 5th

@SafeSpaceHeart

Thanks, I appreciate it. I'm trying I guess. 

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User Profile: placidCat1823
placidCat1823 January 5th

User Profile: placidCat1823
placidCat1823 January 5th

I feel the same way you just described.

I don’t even have the energy to explain how I feel, but thank you—you actually did.

Just know that you’re not alone.

I know it might seem like a lie, but you reminded me that I’m not the only one who feels this way, and that’s comforting.

You’re not alone, and I understand that pain is really exhausting, overwhelming, and heavy.

Sometimes it’s blurry.

Please don’t end yourself.

I realized it doesn’t work, it’s not a real solution—it won’t stop the pain.

I really want to hug you, to tell you that I see you, I feel you.

And remember: Being able to express all of this means you’re really brave.

And hopeful.

That’s really beautiful.

I love you.

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User Profile: IzzyGamer
IzzyGamer OP January 5th

@placidCat1823

Thank you, I'm really glad I was able to help you feel a little less alone. (: 

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User Profile: sincereYard6554
sincereYard6554 January 5th

@IzzyGamer

Salut honnêtement c'est agaçant d'écouter a chaque fois ouais tkt j'ai souffert , s'ira, la vie est injuste etc tu n'y trouve pas 😅? La vie ne se répète pas c'est toi qui répète juste la même chose je ne peux te dire ce que tu veux entendre car au font c'est ce que tu veux écouter et après avoir écouter mm c'est énervant soit cela agir comme une dopamine tu as l'impression de te sentir bien mais au font rien ne change😂 la vie est injuste par moment mais ah que faire ? Moi la question que je veux te poser c'est selon toi Pourquoi existe tu ?

User Profile: joyfulKoala8202
joyfulKoala8202 January 5th

@IzzyGamer That honestly is a feeling that resonates with so many people - thank you for sharing. When you said life repeats itself, that's a universal feeling too since it feels like every day is just the same with nothing exciting or rejuvenating happening. However, you do matter and your life holds so much value, it's up to you to make it worth living. It's all in your control, no one else's. I hope this helps !

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User Profile: IzzyGamer
IzzyGamer OP January 6th

@joyfulKoala8202

Thanks, I appreciate it. 

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