Alone, scared, forgotten.
I'm so tired of hurting all the time. It's exhausting. I'm so sick and tired of everything. Life feels like a repeat of itself. Day after day week after week nothing changes. Its always the constant ache I feel in my chest. What's the point in anything. What's the point of trying. I don't matter, not really. I'm tired of people acting like they care only for them to prove me wrong. They say time heals everything, time has done nothing for me but make everything worse. I barely sleep, barely eat. Nothing helps. I'm just a useless worthless person. I don't belong anywhere. I'm an outcast, forgotten amongst everyone and everything. All I want is for the pain to stop.
Hello @IzzyGamer! Wow you are suffering so much. i have suffered to alone and it beat me up badly.
Please realize that lots of people go through these harsh growing pains and that one day you will see that their are things out there to love and that there are very special people you will meet that will want to care and support you, they are out there somewhere...
Happy Holidays and i hope next year will enlighten and enrich you..
@IzzyGamer
I know it is hard, but many have had similar experiences. Time does not heal change heals. I know and hear of many who do same thing over and over and then seem confused that nothing changes.
If you want change be that change. it takes time and sometimes we have to try over and over before we find what works.
I don't know the people in your life, but I do know I have many in mine who if I reached out would do what they could. We all have things we're dealing with though, so it can be hard. Life also just gets busy. Sometimes it may be month ms before I talk to friends that doesn't mean we don't care.
If you're struggling Sometimes when we don't hear from people it feels like they don't care. I hope this is the case for you - that you have people who truly care. If you honestly don't, I wish you all the best with building such relationships!
@IzzyGamer sometimes you need more then time to feel better. and, not everything that others say will help, will really help. But if you can find one thing. One thing that seems even a fraction better then everything else, you'll find more like it. More things that can make your day even slightly better. no ones rushing you, just take it one day at a time.
Sounds so similar to me... but thanks to all my responsibilities... I am here on earth... walking around like a zombie day after day.. .. I guess many out there are the same..
Hey there, I may not be in the best condition to say this but, things get better, they always do, especially whenever you think you hut rock bottom. We ourselves are tasked with adding more life to our days, there is a lot we can control to make every day feel distinct despite at times lacking the energy. Some people will selfishly seek for you, while others will always stick by your side, they are just a little harder to find but trust me, they exist and before you meet them, you need to learn how to be strong and push through everything especially when you are tired. I hope things get better I truly do, thanks for sharing your feelings, please be safe, reach out uf you ever need to talk, and don't lose hope, you have the power to do great things, no matter how gard the world will convince you otherwise.
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I was struck recently by something I read , essentially that emotions are responses to thoughts and that thoughts are generated in the brain, it'a your brain and only you can change them. It certainly gave me food for thought.
@IzzyGamer
Hello there, I found many of us have a difficult time if we are here, reading and writting. I'm sure we can talk and listen to each other. At the end we'll find something within ourselves can open a new door, a new direction can make us a little happier. All I know is you are not alone on this path. A good thing I guess is trying to help others. I like to give a hand to you and I like to receive a hand from others. Thank you, you are here with us and I hope everyone have here good thoughts, positive ways to find a way for each of us. Take care.
I feel this same way. I hope things get better for you, I truly do. Im struggling so much with getting through the day. I want someone to care, which is why I came here I hope that you find someone to talk to and get better each day.
That's partly what has brought me here too, hunger for closer connections.