Be Honest 💕
If you had to be honest in this exact moment, no mask, no filter, what word or sentence would describe how you feel?
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Conflicted.
I am trying to seek answers at the moment...
I’m not truly ready to make any new friends since I have been under stress and burnout for quite some time now. But as for the friends I already have, I constantly make mistakes and I feel regret for every time I make one… Yet I feel as if I am unable to stop making them. That’s the problem.
Because of my situation, one part of me craves to leave everyone behind so that I will not make any more mistakes when around them. However another part of me really wants to keep my friends, too.
The unfortunate reality check here is that I need to put in the work if I truly wish to change my ways. But the thought of putting in the work while actually being with my friends at the same time feels very overwhelming to me, for some reason…
So I wonder to myself: Should I isolate myself by pausing the friendships i have, while I figure things out so I do not feel overwhelmed?
☕️ After writing this comment: I see that this post is old, ah shucks… It seems like I am rather late. However if anyone does see this comment, somehow, I thank you for reading this far. Of course, I have other things in regards of my past and present that are absolutely slowing me down as well… But it had taken me around a good half hour to write this out and it’s already quite long, so I am going to leave this as it is. ☕️
Take care.
@nightmarelando
Hey, it's old but I'm still here 😂❤️
It's a hard situation you find yourself in.
It might be good to explain to your friends, you just need time to reset and get back to feeling more like you again, there's nothing wrong with that but dont isolate completely, the longer we do that, the harder it is to reconnect 💙🤗
Despite this post being over a year old, I noticed that you still reply to not only me but to other commenters as well… I thank you for the time you spend actively listening to what we have to say and for support.
And for your advice, it’s reasonable. I need time to figure things out, and giving myself time to do better will help me not feel so overwhelmed.
However, isolating myself away permanently would not be the answer to solving my problems. I want actually use the knowledge i have gained in the real world… Which does involve my friendships.
It will be a tough battle, and I do feel anxious on taking this next step… But I know that I should do it for the sake of getting better for my friends and family, too.
Thank you again for listening, and may you have a wonderful day/night. 🤍
@nightmarelando
A pleasure 💚
Anytime me at all 😊
