@powerfulLychee8271
Many actually xD but over time I’ve realised that when i wait for someone else to acknowledge their mistake/ wrong-doing and take accountability/ apologise to me; it’s me still giving them the power to influence my emotional state.
It’s a learning curve to realise that “closure” was never about what someone else could say after doing me wrong; it was in the very ‘act’ of them knowingly doing me wrong and getting away with it without any consideration towards me/ the bond we shared.
No longer waiting for any of it.
Simply breathing out and wishing upon peace for everyone too! xD
“I’m happy to still see you eat, just not on my table anymore” 😇
@powerfulLychee8271 from a 6 yr relationship, never got a an apology of any kind for the treatment I was given for so many years even after sharing how bad he hurt me
@Kitkat370 💜
Sorry for ruining how u see things at a young age.
from my friends and how they rarely reciprocate. how i do so much for them, waste so much energy on them, and receive crumbs back. how they rarely initiate with me, not even wave first. how they constantly leave me out and make it clear that i wasn't their "original" friend. how i don't feel close with anyone there.
so glad i'm distancing myself and starting to go out and make friends who actually care and involve me. i'm scared and truthfully, have a lot of social anxiety, but honestly i feel happier doing this than even talking with my old friends.
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@powerfulLychee8271
1)
I'm sorry I ignored you when you cried or were upset.
I'm sorry I didn't care about your feelings or what you wanted.
I'm sorry I was so harsh on you for making mistakes.
You were just a little kid. I shouldn't have treated you this way. I should have been kinder and gentler.
I'm sorry I didn't give you unconditional love.
I'm sorry I didn't make you feel loved, wanted, and special. I'm sorry I left you to fend for yourself for a lot of your life.
I'm sorry for not paying attention to how you were upset all the time. For making you feel like there's something wrong with you for that. For not asking you if there's something you need to tell me about. I left you in that horrible school all those years. And never ever checked to see what was wrong.
2)
I'm sorry I left you when you were only two years old.
I'm sorry I wasn't there for you.
I'm sorry I didn't appreciate how special you are. How much of a gift you were to me, but I was completely blind to it.
I'm sorry for shaming you for something that's not your fault.
I'm sorry for trapping you with me away from your mother for two weeks without notice. When the custody was with her. Leaving you in the dark.
I'm sorry for what I did to your sister. For how badly I hurt her.
I'm sorry for not providing for you the way I should have.
(he would never say that, anyway.)
Anyways, they're still my parents and did do good to me. I don't forget that.