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Hi there life is getting as crappier as it can.
hate it so much that I'm coming on here just so I can vent out. I don't care.
I'm tired of pretending it's not and be so happy about everything or pretend it is. I want it to be real. I'm so tired and i hate everything and everyone.
I probably am depressed I'm barely alive and lonely.
I'm tired of life.
Tired of doing something just so I don't feel this void in me. Idk what I'm doing honestly.
I have tried everything, everything except say substance abuse.
I'm too embarassed to even think of stuff i did
It never goes away
I probably am going to regret writing this but I'm doing it anyways.
I'm sick of piling things up
Bottling everything.
Heyy if you need someone to talk to, i’m here. It’s sad knowing that you’re struggling too.
@YougotthisNaush
It's understandable to have feelings of dread when there seems to be no certainty and more darkness than light. Why exactly are people happy in this world? It doesn't make sense. It seems delusional to be happy in the face of so much suffering.
I'm not going to tell you there is hope when you seem to have lost most of it, but I can see there's still a spark of it. I'm just going to tell you I totally relate to how you feel. I've been there, but with the substance abuse. I don't recommend it, it's a more hollow existence.
I got better in time. It was a journey, but if you learn to have patience things will slowly start to get better.
@YougotthisNaush I get it! But I believe in you. I had a *** day too! Take care!
@YougotthisNaush I feel your pain. I'm glad you expressed yourself. Life is really too painful at times and it can be unbearable.
@YougotthisNaush
I totally get it life sometimes can be such a pain the in the *ss, I am so proud of you for opening up instead of bottling everything up. It is important to speak up for that matter. I am always available to talk, so if there is anything you wanna go deeper into just sent me a message, and I will lend you my ears.
@YougotthisNaush you are not alone in feeling this way. Sometimes, things are not okay and that's exactly why were all here( or believes so ) Not just to vent, but to be seen and heard by others who carry similar burdens. I know how It gets exhausting pretending everything's fine, and i know you have to do it on daily basis just to go ghrough the day because i have to do that too, and in spaces like 7Cups, we don’t have to do that.
Schopenhauer once wrote : "A man can be himself only so long as he is alone."
I honestly find comfort in books, they never judge me or ask me to pretend to be anything im not. And yes. Loneliness can feel unbearable, but it also strips us down to something real. And in that rawness, we sometimes find others standing quietly in the same place.
I hope i make sense to you and thank you for showing up and speaking your truth. You matter here
Idk why, but I lol'd at the hate everything and everyone part. Other than my weird sense of humor, I feel for you. I hope you find something to look forward to.