I feel really tired of my life
I have some peace inside and I hook onto it strongly to survive
But honestly as far as external life is concerned I'm just sick of everything. There's just noise and chaos everywhere around me.
@Creamyyy
It's understandable honestly, apathy. always here if you want to talk though
@aasym thank you for understanding
@Creamyyy
I haven't forgotten about you! I'm just perhaps the best procrastinator there is.
There is a lot of noise. It's why I listen to music so much, at least then the noise is pleasant and actually speaks to me.
Hang in there friend.
@cyanessence no rush. Quality over quantity. ❤️
Something similar happens to me, but the other way around. My external life seems fine, but inside I have no peace at all. It's a real mess that I don't fully understand. It just hurts and makes me question the meaning of it all.
@tealHouse2529 I'm sorry ... internal mess can be hard to figure out.... keep expressing .... maybe it will lead to answers or if not , at least some kind of catharsis ❤️
@Creamyyy sits beside you and hugs you tightly 💖 the only thing I've found to quiet the choas and noise is listening to music constantly. I hope you find something that works for you too 💖 we are all here for you, lean on us when times are hard💖
@Tinywhisper11 leaning on is such a source of comfort... thank you for being around ... i feel your warmth ...bless you ❤️
@Creamyyy 💖 always here for you 💗
But that peace gets fatigue. Even the most strong individual face this constantly, more if you are in the middle of a chaos. But this chaos only can do that, is difficult break a brave and strong person like you. I hope that noice converts to a beautiful order melody. In shaa Allah
I send you a hug, and I'm going to pray for you.
@Franse thank you for your hug and prayer , both are comforting . We all break and rise again - and with life we keep getting better ... it's just so nice when we all are there for each other on our journeys. Good insight about getting fatigued by the chaos - you're right... there's got to be a way we don't absorb so much that it affects us... I hope ure okay with everything that's not so okay ❤️
@Creamyyy But it's beautiful that you have the ability to understand, see, feel, and have compassion for everything around you. That's where chaos creeps in and makes noise, making it difficult to realize that it's actually just a consequence of something beautiful. I'm more than sure you'll turn it around, and slowly the filters will become more and more effective. I wish you the best. Keep fighting. ♥
@Franse wow that was so much wisdom packed in your words there . You, my friend, are so gifted in so many ways.
@Creamyyy sorry to hear you are feeling down, I look forward to seeing you about the forums, you have always been welcoming to me, here for you, hugs your way 💜🥰
@Amanda84 thanks ❤️ You're one of the kindest people here and I'm always happy to see your posts in the forums.
As for moods ups and downs they are going to continue - I dont want to fool myself there will ever be a time in life without any moments of frustration. But perhaps I'll get better equipped with time on how to manage my emotions.
@Creamyyy oh for sure, we wouldn't be human if we didn't take the highs with the lows, it's about putting in coping mechanisms that allows us still to have s good day that counts 💜🥰
