I feel weak today
Today I feel like I'm not going to make it. Last night I was telling my cat the situation is a win/win. Today I'm afraid to go outside. My neighbor scares me. I feel like I just want to stay in my apartment and never come out again. I feel like I mess up everything. My jobs always turn out difficult. I can't seem to work with all people well. It never fails. Something makes it a bad experience. I've had mental problems all my life. It doesn't seem like it will ever get better.
@purpleTree4652 hugs 💕 we can take it one day at a time 💕 you'll make it to tomorrow and then you'll do it again and that's all that matters. small steps while hanging in through the storms 💕
@Optimisticempath
Thank you, empath. I'm so sad though. I know that, too, will pass. But I'm so tired and so sad and so overwhelmed. I can't do it all.
How are you?
@purpleTree4652 I understand the feeling. I wish I could give you some advice or a quick fix- I am coming out of a depressive cycle, myself. But I will sit here with you in this place, so you don't feel alone.
@TheVoyageOut
Thank you, Out. I hope you continue to feel better.
Love and blessings, tree
@purpleTree4652 I know how you feel. Embrace your cat's love. If you haven't already seek professional help. Talk to your loved ones. Make a small step to face the things you fear.
@Beartailyriley
Thank you Riley. I have a psychiatric nurse practitioner and a therapist. I don't have loved ones. The person I thought was my friend doesn't even want to be my reference for new jobs. So, I don't think she is much of a friend. I do face my fears. The problem is that I am all alone in life. I have no one to stand up for me or help me. So, I wear a heavy crown.
Love and blessings, tree
@purpleTree4652 you have made it this far with being who you are just know that there’s a purpose for you you might not see it yet😌when ever you feel like giving up remember that after a stormy weather comes a beautiful ray of sunshine 🙂
@freedom333
You're right freedom. I know you're right. I just pray I make it through the storm.
Love and blessings, tree
Hey @purpleTree4652,
I'm sorry to hear what you're going through. I understand how hard it can be to feel that nothing in your life is going right and have no one there for you to make you feel better. I know that when you're in dark place, everything seem so bleak. And it feels like you would never get out of it. But you got to have faith in yourself that you'll get through the toughest time. Be patient with everything that happen, stay strong, and be kind to yourself. You're not alone. Anytime you need someone to talk to or some encouragement, we're here for you.
@Litepanda
thanks panda.
love and blessings
@purpleTree4652 What are somethings that you like to do or think you are good at?
@Lmm6709
Is your thought that I should do what I like and/or am good at to take my mind off of what is worrying me?
I was in a happy phase when things went down (I don't know what the trigger was..) and Im back in a lazy weak mode. I feel u. Please stay strong. 😊
@Creamyyy
You too, Creamy.
Love and blessings