I just want to feel accepted somewhere anywhere
I've never had a family or a chance to communicate and make friends till I was rescued when I was 18 years old. My communication skills are very limited. I'm not good with conversation and understanding things. So I found humour. I find people always need a little humour to help feel better about themselves. But I'm not sure if people actually know who I am or if anyone likes me. I've given up on the need to feel loved it cared for. But being accepted would be nice. I don't leave the care home where I live because I don't look normal and I don't want to get hurt. I'm not sure what I'm saying. I just want to know that maybe someone, never mind
@Tinywhisper11
i get it… i’m an orphan so i have no one… and no one wants to be my friend because they think i’m overwhelming and needy… but i’m not they blamed me for being fake to me and lying about wanting to be my friend when they really didn’t i’m so sick of it because i really need someone too.. if you want to be my friend i’ll be yours too.. i’m just so done with being the only one who does all the work from now on… but i also hate being alone and no family so i’m screwed i guess.. lose-lose :(
@Tinywhisper11 I hear you. It sounds like you have been through a lot and have faced many challenges in your life. It's understandable that you may feel isolated and unsure of how to connect with others. Remember that you are worthy of love and belonging, no matter what your past experiences may have been. Don't give up on the hope of finding connection and community. There are resources and support available that can help you navigate these challenges.
@Tinywhisper11
Lola your doing a great job reaching out here on 7 cups. It takes time to learn the best path for you. You are loved by so many here and completely accepted. I always say that the real beauty of people is on the inside. You will find your place and purpose when your well and healed. You will do great things to help others. Keep going and keep trying you can do this. ABB