I'm tired
im tired of pretending im ok even when im actually not. life has never been kind to me. i wish better things would happen to me too. right now, i dont know who i am or what i am or what im supposed to do in life. no one around me can understand me. i know, i hate myself for complaining all the time. but this is not what i chose. even though its my life, im like a puppet. im someone who never got to be themselves. im lost. im broken. i wish i could have good days too. but everything seems to get worse day by day. i long for a day when i can smile genuinely.
@enthusiasticHouse3272
🥺
I'm glad you are finally being honest 🩷
It's good to say, no, actually, I'm not ok.
It's not complaining.
It's being authentic.
And addressing how you feel.
You cannot feel better if you don't open up and try to get to the root of why and how you can start to change things.
You deserve to be happy 🩷🤗
@Amanda84
Thank you Amanda, for being so kind❤️
I really hope things will get better someday
@enthusiasticHouse3272
Me too , a pleasure 🩷🤗
@Amanda84
I'm pleased to read you have taken this step, I was struggling with loneliness iin particular partly to protect myself and feombeingva burden to others for heath reasons. In a bid tonhep with loneliness I've opened up over the past two months here, been supported and encouraged, myself esteem is recovering and I'm feeling proud of myself for inspiring others too. There's light at the end of the tunnel now and starting to believe in a path to get there.
Be brave and be honest I've no doubt at all you can find the same support here.
Apologies for the typos, thumbs clumsy on phone and my treadmill is calling me ð¤ªð¤ª
@RunningMachine
Warrior 😭😭
You're the only person motivated after soo far, i swear...!! you're life is soo 😭✨ you're doing awesome warrior (◕ᴗ◕✿).
Inspiringggg 😭❤️
Hug u closer to my heart ❤️
@RunningMachine
Thank you so much for your words❤️
i hope so too. people here are very kind and supportive, i agree with you.
@enthusiasticHouse3272
It's a pleasure 😄
@enthusiasticHouse3272
Leerte fue como leer algo que yo nunca supe cómo decir. Tal vez no vivimos lo mismo, pero me sentí reflejada en casi cada palabra. Hay personas que te entienden más de lo que imaginas. Yo soy una de ellas.
Reading you was like reading something I never knew how to say. Maybe we didn't live the same thing, but I felt reflected in almost every word. There are people who understand you more than you imagine. I am one of them.
@NightHush
Thank you so much❤️
im sorry you had to go through those experiences somehow. I hope better things will happen to you, too.
@enthusiasticHouse3272 hey, I’m here to offering support in case you’d like to talk more.
@bravePond520
Thank you so much❤️
Want to talk about it, Send me a private message let's chat... You could use a good companion like me
@Smzy101
Thank you❤️
The crazy thing is that you are more aware than most people. NO ONE knows who they are, what they are, or what life is... why we are here.. people just choose to believe things and then act as if their beliefs are truth. But reality is no one knows sh**. Ignorance is bliss. People who are truly self aware, have to deal with the fact that we don't know. I'm in a similar boat. It's become difficult to even make decisions now.. even to know how I should spend my time. At times I can get distracted and focused on things, as if they're important... and life will feel good during that time.. but then I realize it's not as important and that u can totally just change paths. But not sure what path to choose
@spaceboy9000
I understand you. it's the same for me
thank you for your reply❤️
My situation is same like you but you have to stay strong and face all the thing which is coming in your life even it's hard to handle or easy but you have to handle it if you want success in your life happiness in your life love in your life then you have think of course
@sleepypanda2277
thank you❤️
I feel the same, that sinking feeling is not going. I don’t see any motivation, rather it’s further worsening. I wish we had that one person to count on. Really hard days of my life. 😔
@Avacado87
i know, i understand that sinking feeling. i hope things will get better for all of us
@Avacado87
Hey hi Avacado 💗
I'm so sry to hear that, u going through the similar phase 😞... that's so much to carry. i see u, we look for someone to held our hand when we drowning... but going through so much all alone cuts deeper 😔.
I just want to let u know that, you're not alone here.. atleast not here, not right now. I'm here for u ❤️ we all do:)
the thing is, I'm walking the similar path besides you all. i can see the depth of despairs. hope soon thing's will ease up for us (◔‿◔).
Hugs 💗
Thanks dear for your kind words and understanding. Hope the world would be a better place soon without any miseries and just full of happiness. We have so much love to give 😍
@Avacado87 🤗
Aww <3 thank you, that's beautiful to read 😊 n yess...!!! especially I'm holding so much love for everyone out there 😍💖.
Sending my happy Vibes ur way 🤗
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
Do you ever get dizzy 😉
@RunningMachine
Lol 😂. ur a running machine while I'll be the spinning machine 😂❤️
Ailuraphiilelive8tear9
Giddy soon !!!
@enthusiasticHouse3272
Hey nethu, Enna da aachi thagam..!! 😔
I'm so sorry to hear that... that's sounds intense rn:( I've been in your shoes n still walking the similar path 😔 but Hey Sweetie… I just want u to know something, my love 💖
It completely makes sense that you’re tired.
Pretending to be okay when you’re not is exhausting n I'm too struck into it tho, sadly.
Smiling outside while everything feels heavy inside takes so much energy. Anyone would feel worn down doing that for too long. So please don’t feel bad for saying you’re struggling. That’s not weakness, that’s honesty ❤️
No dear, You’re not complaining. you truly not ^_^
Feeling like you’ve never really been allowed to be yourself can make you question everything like who u are, what u want, where u belong. That kind of confusion doesn’t mean you’re broken. It means you’ve been surviving in ways that didn’t leave much room for you. ❤️
I see u, sweetie..!! but I just want to u know that being lost right now doesn’t mean you’ll always be lost. It just means you’re in the middle of figuring things out... it's very true even it bitters dear.
I’m really sorry life hasn’t felt kind to you.
You deserve gentle days.
You deserve moments where your smile is real
and not something you force.
The fact that you still wish for good days tells me there’s a part of you that hasn’t given up and that part matters more than you think n i also see how much it's aching:( u resonate me in this.
n You are not broken beyond repair. You are a person who has been carrying too much for too long.
Even if no one around you seems to understand, your feelings are real. They’re valid. And they deserve space ❤️. I'm here for u r8? i love u ❤️
I truly hope you get to see the day where your smile feels natural and light. And until then, please be softer with yourself, sweetie !!!! You’ve been through enough already, my love ❤️
U know r8? u r not at all alone..!! I'm here for u, i always to do:) i love u, i care for u...!+ u can always count on me 😊💓. I'm walking besides ur journey, we all do...!! navigating!! I'm so proud u for reaching out, it must've taken too much strength 🌸.
I'm here for u, nethu...!
Sending lots of love n embrace ur way way 💕💞
Hug u closer to my heart 💗
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
hey ailura
your words truly mean so much to me. thank you for being such a kind soul and a dear friend, always. everything feels so heavy now. but yes, i hope things will better.
thanks again ailura❤️
@enthusiasticHouse3272
My pleasure, sweetie..!!
It's okay to feel this way sometime's... just let it be. one day at moment, you'll feel alright ❤️. I'm glad that there's still hope remains in u 🌸
I genuinely be there for u, if u want talk abt or just vent... you can come out penpal. I'll be by ur side to help, as a friend 🌸 I'm here for u Nethu ｡◕‿◕｡
Thank you for those words, sweetie 😊 it's mean's a lot to me tho !!
Hug u closer to my heart 🤗
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
i'll try to come out in the penpal, but im not sure.
@enthusiasticHouse3272
Yeah, yeah..!! it's okay, it's completely fine. I'm just concerned abt u love. u don't have pressurize u for anything or anyone 😊💕.
My prayer stays with u love 💕
Hugs 🤗.
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
Hugs back. Love u so much
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
i cant find the right words to show u my gratitude but thanks again for being there for me.
@enthusiasticHouse3272
Aww <3 that's too much to me 😭 thank you (✿^‿^) n I see ur heart anyways... it say's more than ur words could ever, my love 😊. I'm so grateful for u to be here with me tho 😊💕
Love youuuu infinite 💕
Hug u closer to my heart 🤗
@Ailuraphilelove8tear9
❤️🥺
@enthusiasticHouse3272
I’m so sorry you’re feeling this way. Life can feel unbearably harsh at times. Heavy, and hard.
Yet the fact that you still wish and hope for better days.. says a lot about you. It shows the strength you carry within... because even hoping takes courage when nothing seems to make sense, nothing seem to work.. or change.
@MeilleureAmie
Thank you so much for those beautiful words❤️
yes life's been extra weird i guess and 'hope' is what im left with
@enthusiasticHouse3272 And hope is what gives life meaning.. gives us the strength to move forward✨🤍
Andd.. no matter how weird life gets.. it shouldn't surpass us in weirdness<3🤧
@MeilleureAmie
yes. i guess that's true after all❤️
@enthusiasticHouse3272
