I never knew I could hurt so much.
Everything around me Is a constant reminder of the pain inflicted upon me. My head swirls with images and memories I've so badly wanted to forget. I don't understand why people treat me differently every time they find out some stupid thing about me. I wish it never happened. I barely have the energy to do things or talk to anyone anymore. I'm so tired. My life feels like a dream I never woke up from. Nothing feels real anymore. I was just a mistake, never should have been born. It's easier to just stay quiet and act like I'm fine. Bc everytime I open up I end up being the one to get hurt. It's crazy to me to think that's it's been over a year since I started struggling with my mental health. I never knew things could hurt so much. I'm too broken to be fixed. For some reason it scares me to think about not feeling the pain I feel. People tell me to just forget what happened. How am I supposed to do that when the scars are embedded into me so deeply. It's a part of me now, it always will be. Maybe what happened really was my fault, just like everyone makes me believe it was.
Im so sorry youre hurting so much. And it doesnt help when people blame, judge and alienate you. See it as their shortcoming perhaps and not yours?
It is possible to heal and reconnect to joy; you will emerge stronger than ever. These low moments will pass. Rising is your power. 🕊
Lots of love 🙂🧡
@Creamyyy
Thanks, Its hard, i'm still trying tho I guess.
You were never wrong, and you were never a bad person. Sometimes the place you live in and the people around you simply can’t see or understand who you truly are. But you have always had a beautiful heart. Believe in yourself and trust yourself.
I know these words can feel shallow when you’re going through so much, but you are an amazing person in this world, and the world needs you—now and always. The pain you feel won’t last forever. It might never disappear completely, but it will become lighter, and you will come out of it one day.
So please take care of yourself. You matter so much, and you are loved more than you know. Sending you a tight hug—I hope it brings you even a little comfort and strength to move forward from your past. Just keep believing in yourself and keep growing. The fact that you can feel this pain only shows how strong you are, and you will overcome it someday. all the best and sending you so much care and strength
@heartfulMusic7263
Thank you, I appreciate the kindness. (:
NOT YOUR FAULT! YOU ARE LIOVED AND DESERVE HAPPINESS!! The fact that you are here and able to share your feelings proves your worth!! DONT GIVE UP! WE NEED YOU IN THIS WORLD TO SHOW OTHERS WHAT TRUE STRENGTH IS!!! THANK YOU FOR TRUSTING US…..YOU ARE LOVED. ❤️
@decisiveHuman7373
Thank you (:
Dear Izzy
I am sorry you feel that way. You matter, you belong on this earth. You were born for a reason. Nothing happens randomly. Your feelings matter. I don't know what you are going through and I can only imagine the depth of the pain by what you are writting but please hold on. Things are temporary. It can always get better at anypoint. You matter to me and this community. I also felt that way at some point and manage to get myself out of it and live a good life. Please hold on ✨️✨️
Lots of love,
@bubbleSummer9800
Thanks, I wont give up, not yet anyways.
