I want to tell my story, it's about how I lost interest to something I used to feel fun.
So I lost interest about being a part of onlin community that I used to love, it used to feel so fun but lately I find it draining. Then I decided to rest but while I'm resting, I feel so calm so at peace and now I'm afraid I'll never comeback to that site again. It's weird how a little rest made me feel so peaceful. But I also think of those friends I made, taking rest mean I'll never talk to them because they're just online friends on that site. What do I do? At first I think I'll just take a short rest but now it's been 1 week of my inactivity and I still feel tired and don't wanna comeback. What if my rest takes so long? And when I realized 1 year has passed?
@hopefulencounter
++ a part of me doesn't really want to leave, but when I leave it feels calming ;')
@hopefulencounter if it feels better for you to be away from that chat group, then that's a great thing 💖 people come in and out of our lives all the time and that's ok, you gotta put your own health first🙂💖 otherwise try to just set a time and day to go and chat, but don't let yourself slip back into it becoming to much💖 gives you a giant tiny hug 💗💗
@Tinywhisper11 hi thank you for replying to my post. And yes actually I've tried to balance it, but nowadays I feel like giving up on coming back because it feels so comfy to take rest completely from that site. I've asked myself many times too, do I want peace over fame or fame over peace? It's still difficult for me to choose 😢
@hopefulencounter whatever you decide will be the right choice 💖 if it were me I'd pick peace 💖
@Tinywhisper11 that's actually the most logical choice. I know I should choose peace too, and leave that online community behind. Because I've run out of ideas and don't know what to post to entertain my followers.. I know there's no point in forcing myself to be active if all I feel is emptiness :'D
@hopefulencounter always do what's best for you 💖
@Tinywhisper11 thank you! 💖
@hopefulencounter I'm in a similar situation, i haven't gone on my grp chats or social platforms it's been more than 3 months now I was in grp chats almost all day... made lots online friends but now that I've stopped going I feel peaceful... I have visited 2-3 times in between just to see how they all doing but I kinda feel like I've lost the intrest... or I'm just not matching their energy (or I don't want to pretend to enjoy and ruin my peace) it feels like I've been slowly losing their vibes and don't wanna go there again, and be at the exact same spot again... maybe you should visit when something special like b'day of someone close occurs or if u feel like saying "hello" to them if like ur missing someone and let them know ❤️ ur peace comes first and it's okay not to always enjoy something and having breaks for yourself. 🤍
@fossilfellow You're right about our situations being similar.. I think time really passed quickly when we're at peace. And about losing interest, I really feel you. It's like we no longer match their vibe and it's difficult to get into their space. I understand, it's really similar with how I feel about my online friends.
Thank you for telling me your story and how you deal with this feeling, it really helps me. I feel like I'm no longer their priority and I spent too much time worrying about how they see me now so I decided to rest until I don't know when..
I think that's the best for me, I feel so peaceful and I think I do the right thing if I feel peace.
I realized that sometimes it's all about letting go and accepting. I will try to check on them when I feel like it. 💖🥰 Peace comes first now
They'll still be there when you come back <3 Take all the time you need <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 yes this is true but still sometimes I'm afraid the longer I take a rest from them then the more I'll feel like stranger again to them 😅
@hopefulencounter
Not really tbh. A lot of people here take breaks, sometimes long ones, and we welcome them back with open arms <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 that's so nice. I hope my friends will do the same. Thanks for telling me this :") 
You are so welcome! We will ALWAYS be here for you <3
