Lost support
How does one continue when the one friend that motivated you to start this journey leaves?
I only had 2 supporters.
Now one no longer speaks to me.
It's hard to lose a major supporter in your life. But you just have to keep pushing on. Repair the relationship if you can but don't hold on if you can't. Accept what happened an realize you deserve someone who will be there for you as you are for them.
It’s difficult to deal with this type of thing. I’ve been in your exact position and I know this is a very far fetched answer, but what truly helped me was completely starting fresh.
I moved away, transferred schools and jobs, and now I am doing significantly better. When you no longer have the burden of your past lingering wherever you go, it makes it so much easier.
Of course, at first, it’s difficult— you’ll feel lonelier than ever. But as time grows, so will you. Be patient with yourself, always. This is YOUR journey, after all, and nobody can change that or take that away from you.
Best of luck to you, my friend. 🩷
That’s tough and I know the feeling. My one and only true best friend moved away. She was my way of getting out there and form of support. A support system is truly what makes a difference. We’re human and we’re wired to yearn for belonging. I guess what I’ve been doing has been branching out and looking for supportive communities. Sometimes that support comes in different forms even in places. Maybe I might not always have a person to talk to but this app is a support. Even going to the library helps for me. I know there’s a place that doesn’t care who I am or what I’ve done but I’m accepted. Finding it and starting over is scary but I hope you know you’re not alone in this. Best wishes.
@courageouspanda2006
I am in the same situation. I have no friends or family support. I’m here if you would like to tell me your story. My name is Andrea. I suffer from severe depression, anxiety PTSD and I’m disabled due to doctors negligence. Worked with an attorney for 4 years and due to COVID she asked me to drop the case. I’ve lost everything live with my x sister in law with my boyfriend in a twin bed which we pay 1000. A month for plus utilities. I only get disability now which is a little bit more than I made in a week.