My 22nd birthday today
I think I'm happy it's my first real birthday celebration. But I can't help the thoughts I wish my son was here to celebrate with me 😢 his name is joshua he's 11 years old he's a Angel in heaven. I bought myself a teddy bear I really wanted it I've never had a teddy bear before. But I think I'm gonna go put it on my sons cross under the willow tree. I hope he likes it. I miss you joshua ❤ I love you ❤
@Tinywhisper11 Aw hope he's smiling down on you and rooting for you to celebrate your birthday, doing things that you enjoy and being around people that make you feel safe, loved and cared for. Happy birthday, Lola. ❤ Sending love your way.
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou sunny thank you ❤ your always so kind ❤
@Tinywhisper11
May your love, wishes and blessings reach Joshua up in heaven and make him shine brighter than ever before. May angels always surround you throughout your journey here on this planet. *sending lots of love your way*❤️ Happy Birthday!🎂🧸
@VaryingCloud awww that was a beautiful message ❤ it made me cry ❤ but I'm a good way ❤ thankyou
Aww *offering hugs* @Tinywhisper11❤️
@VaryingCloud yay! Hugs ❤
Happy birthday beautiful! ❤️
@jedi003 jedi ❤❤❤ thanks ❤ I hope your feeling better much love to you ❤
@Tinywhisper11
Happy Birthday Whisper! I hope you have a wonderful day and that all your wishes come true! 🎈🎂
@mytwistedsoul thanks soul ❤ I think most of my wishes have already came true ❤ much love to you
@Tinywhisper11 You're welcome ❤️ I'm so sorry about your son
*sending you strength - peace and love* ❤️
@mytwistedsoul hugs soul ❤ he's being looked after well in heaven he's happy and safe now ❤
@Tinywhisper11
Wonderful Tiny. Please - I'll not be hard on you - but I really don't understand. Did you have your wonderful baby Joshua when you were 11 years old? Please don't be mad at me for asking. 1) I've never heard someone having a baby that young. (Please, please don't be mad at me for asking - I myself didn't have my periode when I was 10-11). 2) The other question is - was the thread "Um I'm not sure how to say this" deleted by 7Cups because I wrote Bibleverses? If it was and you want to comment 7Cups on that - I have asked Glen if I can quote the Bible and he said yes to that.
@Helgafy yeah I got a message this morning saying the post was taken down because of triggering content.
tw) sexual stuff ) and yes I have birth to my son when I was 11 years old. I guess my body grew up quicker than a lot of girls. I did start having sex at toddler age, so maybe that's why. And I won't be mad at you for asking questions, it just shows you care about me ❤ your very sweet ❤
@Tinywhisper11 They took it down? 😞 We had some really nice conversations there. I'm sorry they did that 😞
@mytwistedsoul yeah! I thinks that why they took it down. Maybe some of it was triggering to others
@Tinywhisper11 You're always so careful with making sure there's TW's though 😞
@WorkingitThrough2
Hi friend.
Just wanted you to see a bit of the conversation here since the other thread is deleted.
@Tinywhisper11
Hi again.
A month ago a was locked out of 7Cups (for the 2. time lol). I told Glen had said to me I could quote Bibleverses and they put me back after 2 days (not about 9 days as it coult be).
You can complain to @tommy if you want to. He helped me and believed in me when I wrote a wrong word at 7Cups (I wrote site in stead of thread). Tommy is the SP(OT) mentor leader! He helps to lead the safety teams with Rebekah, and is also able to answer any questions relating to the team and site safety.
@Tinywhisper11
Friend. I'm very sorry that this happened to you and it probably is my fault. I have to say - I need to live free with my personality - that means to talk about Jesus Christ and quote from the Bible when I want to. But to be sure that this will not happen again to you because of me I can back off and not write to you again. You have so many friends here at 7Cups so you will not notice. Will that be a good plan?
@Helgafy Friend Helgafy this isn't something that you did. It's just something that happened. We all know they can go alittle overboard with the censoring. Please don't blame yourself for the thread being deleted ❤️
@Tinywhisper11
To friends of Tiny:
reasons we don't know. Well, it is good there are people looking after 7Cups and the
writing there. (It was a wonderful thread though - with photoes of hen, blue eggs, 2 fine Christmastrees, lovely conversations about Tiny riding a horse with Twist and the blue
bird playing with her hair and combing it). You can still reach out to Tiny whenever you
want to. And I have to say - I bless you all in the name of the Father, The Son (Jesus
Christ who we just celebrated the coming to this earth) and The Holy Spirit.
@Helgafy hugs you tightly ❤
@Helgafy
I have noticed that some of my post have been deleted or are just gone. This has happened to me too. I am still working with the 7cups support team to get my account back or at least connected to this account. They said they would have the Engineer take a look at it. It has been a year in December that all my stuff got lost or deleted. I am so sorry that this has happened. It seems like we should be notified before they do it. Well, I guess it is not for me to assume; thanks for letting us know.
I hope that you are doing well.
@Tinywhisper11
Friend just over the North-Sea. Did you know that the Christmastree at Trafalgar Squeer (I have not looked it up how to write it LOL) is given by Norway (because of the help England gave Norway during the last war). There are always some complains about it because some branches are broken etc. LOL.
- Next - I should wish Amnesty International could take your case and stopped all the sect you were in.
- And at last; a country song - so put on your hat and boots sister-"God on the mountain" Lynda Randle.
@Helgafy I did know about the tree😁 my carers told me about it ❤ such a sweet gift ❤ and I will check that don't out ❤
@Tinywhisper11
Tiny - if this is to hard for you to read - please don't read: I have of course wondered which cult you were in. I have read a bit about The Children of God (calling themselves new names because of scandals). Daniella Mestyanek is a surviver (as you are from your cult). She has given fresh intervues (only 9 months old) online (Just google COG and her name). She is talking of prostitution (as you are - also with children - everybody having s e x with everybody as you're talking about). It's said that they had minimum of school - as you told.
So friend - maybe it is better to close the door to your dark rooms (your past) (for me), throw the key away and never talk about them again. I also wrote, in respect and love to you another place on this thread that if you want me to I can back off your life and not write - it can be too much for you - you have so many fine friends at 7Cups.
@Helgafy your not to much for me🤗 I love you ❤ I'm not allowed to speak their name because their still going, and I'm under government protection. And yeah that cult sounds very similar😥 unfortunately. But yep I am trying to close that door, but truth is they didn't. Leave me with much chance of a good life. So it's hard, but I'm trying ❤❤ hugs you ❤
@Tinywhisper11 happy birthday, i hope hes looking down on u and is happy. i hope u r happy to.
@ambitioushope1234 Thank you ❤ I know he is happy in heaven and being taken care of well up there
Happy Birthday to you 🎂 and may you reunite with your son in the future when it is your time.
@SweetPea321 thanks peas ❤ much love to you
@Tinywhisper11
Happy Birthday My dear, Here is a cake🎂 just for you. I know your son is watching you and the teddy bear is nice. Safe Hugs💖
@scarletPear1945 safe hugs ❤ yay! Cake Thank you ❤
@Tinywhisper11 Ummm so you had your son when you were 11?
@Dallady - I was wondering the same thing, but it's sadly possible.
@L1ly0ftheValley
Goodness.
@Dallady yes I did um I didn't have a very normal life I was a slave
@Tinywhisper11 lily yes it happens alot unfortunately
I'm sorry for your hardships, and I really believe your son is looking at you from heaven, lovingly with a smile. Wish you all the happiest days ahead! ❤
@EnchantingNerd thankyou ❤ I know he's safe and happy in heaven now ❤ I hope your right I hope he can forgive me for not being able to protect him
@Tinywhisper11
I see.
@Tinywhisper11 I understand how tough this must have been for you to share this and indeed tougher even to go through what you have gone through. You are brave and indeed strong to share your story. I applaud you for this. Thank you so much for being here on 7 Cups and sharing your struggles and, perhaps hopefully taking moments to relish in your achievements, too. I am certainly thinking of you as you remember your significant loss and want you to know that support is just a message away. I can tell you are already getting that and I so sincerely hope you find the peace you seek. May this teddy bear bring you comfort.
All the best and with utmost sincerity,
TwoCreamTwoSugar
@TwoCreamTwoSugar thankyou ❤ people on this site and here at the carehome and everyone I've met these past three years have shown me such kindness. ❤ Thank you for your support and by the way your pfp is awsome ❤ it makes me smile
@Tinywhisper11
My Goodness @Tinywhisper11,
You have a Host of new Friends here to support you and stand by your side. Just looking at your user name and thinking to myself. You are so much bigger than that name. A heroic woman with a super big story to tell. A story that makes me second-guess the things I endured. You have a powerful testimony of Human strength and endurance far beyond what many of us. I really admire you and the fact I don't hear the bitterness and anguish. You still like to draw and you have not given up.
Way to go my friend. It is an Honor to be here with you. I sit quietly on the sideline reading and following these posts. You are Strong and Resilient. Keep Pressing Foreward and keep that Sweet Spirit. Sending Love, Peace and Light for your journey.
@Tinywhisper11 I’m so sorry, stay strong
@Paviix I'm trying to stay strong ❤ thankyou
