My mom recorded me having a breakdown, and I don’t know how to feel.
So I haven’t been doing great mentally, and me and my aunt got into it the other day. Long story short my grandma passed away, and things have just been tense.After that fight, I went home and completely lost it. Like ugly crying, couldn’t breathe, full-blown meltdown on the floor kind of lost it. My mom ended up recording it, and my boyfriend’s upset about that, but honestly… I’m not. I don’t even have the energy to be mad about it. Idon’t know, should I be upset? Or is it okay that I just don’t care right now?
@Lindsey103 it's alright to feel what you feel. Youve been through something really stressful, and now youre tired. Try to rest, mentally and physically. Take a break from the emotional turmoil. The world can wait. It will wait if you let it. Im sorry about your grandmother, may the trouble youre facing leave you be 🤍
@unassumingEyes
Thank you so much for saying that. I really needed to hear it. Everything’s just felt so heavy lately, and it’s hard to slow down without feeling guilty for it. But you’re right the world can wait. I really appreciate your kindness and the way you worded that, it genuinely brought me a bit of comfort❤️❤️