The Book… *****TW*****
I had to stop reading my book tonight. It was a Christian book with three stories, novels, about falling in love and marrying. The stories were cute. Sweet.
And they made me want to vomit.
Because THAT’S what the PTSD did to me. That’s what HE did to me.
@jesusredeemedme2425 sorry you had to go through that 🙁 maybe you can try reading some other books for now like switching genre or give yourself some time to feel better 🤍 don't force urself to read something which seems to be causing stress. you deserve better ❤️
I'm sorry to hear that. 🙁 Definitely don't trigger yourself if you need to avoid it. You never could've deserved what you've been through because of him.
PTSD makes me feel similarly about a lot of wholesome things...
Hi. I’m new in this app. How can I see your other posts? I clicked on your profile bit I didn’t see the posts, just the badges. Please help, and thank you
You have to click my profile on the website, not the app. The app doesn’t have that feature. <3
got it thanks
@jesusredeemedme2425 Ah that sucks 🥺 I hate that you went through that, sending you hugs 💜🥰
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This is a powerful reminder of the power of words. It's why I don't post all that I write here. I may be well-intentioned but I cannot know what will be triggering for some.
I'm sorry you experienced such intensity, both now and in the past. I hope you have since found comfort.