it's crazy
TW// mentions of SA, suicide, self harm, drugs and bullying
It's crazy....crazy how sometimes you don't know who ur real friends are even in places ur supposed to feel the safest. Crazy how people get ignored in chatrooms even when it's not busy and then people notice when you say bye. Crazy how nobody give a *** about what you feel and asking for support is now classified is "wanting the attention on you 100% of the time." Crazy how people try to relate to what ur going through when they really don't. Crazy how people have to resort to harming themselves to feel valid or feel happy. Crazy how people have to resort to drugs to feel ok. Crazy how people just blow you off when they don't like you. Crazy how people talk about an issue they have with you but won't come to you personally. Crazy how people are just going insane everyday. Crazy how the suicide rate went up, the sexual assault rate went up because people feel *** alone. Why can't we all just be here for each other, not make people feel worthless. Crazy how you can get called a try hard for being yourself. Crazy how people bully for the tiniest things. Your interests, your struggles, your personality, being yourself. It's insane, no wonder why people feel the need to stay quiet and mask their pain just to seem "okay".
sorry for the little rant...
tagging friends (sorry if you dont wanna be tagged): @taylorhugs12 @darkerplaces @lenapaige @maxisthebest @ReganL @FaithfulZareia @Powerandsunset25
😕 sorry
@DarkerPlaces
dont be sorry you did nothing wrong <3
@IamAubrey23
I am so sorry you feel this way ):
I'm always here for you <3 and I love you so much, you mean a lot to me
sending hugs 🫂
*Huggies*
@maxisthebest
*huggies* you mean a lot to me too
I’m so sorry my love! I feel like I’ve done some of these to you and it makes me feel awful! I’m sorry, if I’m any way ever I’ve ignored you, or made you feel invalid. You’re my best friend in the whole entire world! I love you with all I have and I know that no matter what you’re strong and you’ll make it through! If you ever need me you know I’ll be there. As I’ve said before “ you can dump everything from thanksgiving feast and I wouldn’t care” and it’s true. I love you even if you don’t believe it! And I’m always open to giving hugs! ❤️
@Lenapaige And sorry that was a lot!
@Lenapaige
you didn't do any of these to me...just the chatrooms in general, but i love you too...thank you
@IamAubrey23 Anytime! I’ll always be here whenever you need so I can spring into action like Wonder Woman(hehe)
I feel the same. I could be doing horrible a day but I'm way to scared to ask for help so I act as if I am perfect and blah blah, when most the time I'm not.
@NoahDollar hugs you tightly ❤ it's ok to be yourself here ❤ this is out safe place ❤
@Tinywhisper11 *hugs back* . Thanks!
@NoahDollar
here for you
@IamAubrey23 hi Aubrey ❤❤ yep! It's a crazy crazy world. Hugs you tightly ❤ are you feeling ignored here? I know it sometimes feels like noone cares, when we need support the most😞 but sweetie you are loved, and cared about here. I love and care about you, and many others do to. Your way to adorable not to be loved ❤ never give up on humanity ok?
remember if the world didn't suck, we'd all fall off😛
@Tinywhisper11
Thank you lola and yeah sometimes people just blow you off in chatrooms and the 100% attention thing was said to me on here
@IamAubrey23 😞 people should think before they speak. Try not to let mean words get to you, I know it's not that easy. But their opinions really are not worth paying attention to, the rest of us now how sweet you are, and what a lovely person you are ❤ yeah! That happens in chat rooms quite often. It's not a nice feeling to be ignored, I suggest next time you think to yourself screw this, and go into another room ok? We love you here at cups ❤ and I wish everyone always felt welcomed and not ignored, gives you a giant tiny hug ❤❤ sends lots of love your way ❤
@Tinywhisper11
Thank you so much lola. You are so sweet and yeah ik not to let the words get to me
@IamAubrey23
aubrey did i do something... or say something...?
if i did im sorry...
@taylorhugs12
no love bug, not ur fault. i love you so much
@IamAubrey23
okie... i loves you...
@IamAubrey23
im sorry if i make you feel ignored, i am.
im really bad at noticing when people come into rooms and im sorry. usually when im on cups im doing other stuff as well, so i don't notice people unless they are talking a lot. im sorry i make you feel unsupported.
im here for you though...
@AvyIsKing
it's just a fact people say "hi" and then go on with whatever topic they're talking about...i understand but even me and @lovemymoonflowers ni were talking about how often it happens with everyone. I'm not mad and you didnt do anything wrong
@IamAubrey23
yeah, it happens with me too. i mostly just get like dead set on saying something
im going to TRY [no promises xD i don't change very easily] i promise
@IamAubrey23
i feel the same way about my family... they make me feel invalidated and i cant handle things... im here for you ok...?
like 100%... if im able to help i'll drop everything to help you...
@taylorhugs12
loveeee aweee
*hugs @IamAubrey23* Your feelings are 100% valid, hon. I can't be there in person but my heart is with you.
i’m sorry people are bleh sometimes :(
i love you so much aubs and you are amazing person i love talking to you and joking about random things:)
love you so much keep being you we love you
@steph8402
thank you love
