maybe I've changed that's why they left, I don't know how I get along with them at the first place. it's weird now I look back at it
I think I may have avoidance issues, a little, because lately I avoided people first before they left.. I'm afraid of being left behind 😅
I also noticed how they stopped being my friends once I no longer am a people pleaser.
It's always amazing to me that people my age are already married or in a long time relationship while I'm still hating myself even though I try not to.
@hopefulencounter
Everybody generally changes.. I really don't know if you actually changed but if you did is it possible you got smarter?
I don't want you to be alone though.. Whatever happens try to be yourself.. Keep going! Be a winner and it will work out. Besides you can't control others only yourself..🌲
@AsherTree :( sometimes i feel sick of myself like everything i did was wrong, get called childish many times too
@hopefulencounter
Name-calling isn't nice at all. Degrading someone is uncalled for..They should be supporting you instead..🌲
@AsherTree that's what I thought too, but when I cried today my father immediately say "so weird, did you cry because someone yell at you?"
@hopefulencounter
That is a form of disrespect..🌲
@AsherTree yes my dad is very unemotionally unavailable. For him, it's only ok to cry when someone's mad like being yelled for
@hopefulencounter
I completely understand, and yes. i see people more achieving than me in so many ways.
My suggestion is to carry on regardless, its always wise to reflect and question who you are and how you see your self.
I wish you all the best in living the life you believe you deserve.
You do you.
@Oldsoul1618 thank you for comforting me :")
@hopefulencounter
@HoaMatTroi thank you for your kind words, it's been difficult.. :") and you're right i'm still carrying that pain. Many people left me that's why this issue bothering me, I wish the best for you too