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so, all these years I thought that my sisters hated me because I was a half sister and didn't belong....turns out - their mother has been feeding them the ideas that our dad loves me more - ( she is a very unstable person) : no wonder they hated me. And I have kinda already stop allowing that family to take my mental health and energy after all they have put me thorugh - but just proves so much how one situation can lead to two DIFFERENT perceptions of the truth and two different life outcomes in reaction.

I blamed myself for the way they and he, treated me. I have to be bad because it would be too awful to process that my own dad was unstable and unhealthy and not safe.

They blamed drugs , that he must be on drugs to treat them like that bc too scary, again, to bklame just him.

Well - today: I AM WALKING OUT OF THE BLAME GAME. I just no longer care about this crap - rather , I care about moving forward with my life.

You are not going to be alright 100% of the time

I finished a semester of college and passed!

I am really Tired

@GlenM I'm dealing with issues better, I can see a tiny light at the end of the tunnel, tiny but at least I can see it now

i learned to keep trying , even if it took me years i was able to get the course done on here

Step 1210! I made Christmas dinner this year by myself and it went really well!

Step 5...

Step 70: I found a way to appreciate and love myself. It still needs some work but I plan on starting this new year on a positive note and I plan to keep it up in the future.

Step 60 - I have learned that there are a lot of techniques, especially on 7Cups, that can be incredibly helpful for people but that don't necessarily help me. I learned that even out of the features on a support website, it is best for me to choose the features that I personally find helpful and use those. There is nothing wrong with stepping away from what doesn't feel right, even in a place that is designed to be all good.