On the Outside looking in 🥺

You mean like… always?

Many times

I've felt that way 🙁

I feel like this about my community. I think its the mental illness for me though...I use to feel i was about of society lol

I don’t fit in with my family. I’m nothing like any of them. Which isn’t necessarily a bad thing because I’ve made something of myself. I do my best to care of me and the family I’ve made. But, it can be lonely. My kids are deserving of a fun and kind extended family. 

I did not fit in when I was in school. I had braces, frizzy hair, eyebrows like a caterpillar and VERY shy. I was the new girl in junior high and I had started with another girl. I will never forget seeing people approach her and ask her what her schedule was and show her around the school. No one talked to me. People would make fun of me if I tried talking to boys. I  was always a target for something and then went home to misery. Good times 👍 *insert sarcasm * 

That inner junior high girl that felt shut out, still does to this day. 

I cried this morning because I was wearing modestly and got yelled at and disrespected front of everyone in a pool and I wasn't even with my family, my friends family invalidated my feeling and made me feel so small like I was a rock and not human being with feelings, I'm usuallynot this sensitive but i felt so small and so worthless and I never felt so excluded and like I do not fit in, everyone acted like I wasn't allowed to be annoyed and angry and instead of letting me talk to him they kept telling me and Interrupting me, I know for a fact that if my mom was here she would never let that slide but yeah I cried infront of everyone in there

To think about it I have never and would never fit in I wouldn't show myself for boys I wouldn't use silliness as way of attention seeking I just look forward how I'd live the next hour

For me that's a constant state

I always feel like I don’t fit in when I am at some kind of event with large crowds.