Ni's Little Solace
Not sure why I am creating this thread exactly, and I'm doing this so late at night as well :') I just felt... like I should do this haha. I do have a one line a day thread although I... don't think I have felt so free over there to write as much as I wished. So I thought maybe... I should just make another thread, a diary perhaps.. where I can really be myself.. and maybe post pictures and quotes, literary quotes maybe... and poems.. specifically haiku hehe. Also vents.. thoughts and maybe letters :')
Replies are welcome as well <3 although please remember to stay respectful and kind.
*sending lots of love and hugs because why not*
stupid stupid girl they will see stupid stupid
Bleh. sorry. I meant my parents. Not you guys ❤️ to clear any misunderstanding
@LoveMyMoonflowers
That is okie, Nii 🌙🥧🤗
*shares fries 🍟, burgers 🍔, pizzas 🍕 with Nii 🌙🥧, Sunshine 🌞❤, Soul 🐭*
@VictoriaLove7 How did i miss burgers and fries?! 😯 Thank you! 😊
@mytwistedsoul
@LovemyMoonFlowers
Let's nom nom 😋 burger 🍔 and fries 🍟 first , the pizzas 🍕 are waiting for Sunshine 🌞❤ @Sunisshiningandsoareyou 🤗❤
@VictoriaLove7 *noms* thank youu!🥰
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou ahhh you got to the pizzas before me D: Jk i totally wasn’t going to steal them 😁
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou ahhh you got to the pizzas before me D: Jk i totally wasn’t going to steal them 😁
It sent twice 😔 guess cups thought i wanted that pizza pretty badly lmao jk
@LoveMyMoonflowers A cups pizza party sounds awesome! 😊
@LoveMyMoonflowers 😂
@mytwistedsoul cups pizza party yay!
*shares pizza with everyone*🥰
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou Awwwsome! Yay Pizza! 🍕
@mytwistedsoul
Too cute!😂
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou @LoveMyMoonflowers
Interpretive dance. The pizza edition 😁
@mytwistedsoul that’s so cuteeee
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
🤗❤🍕ヾ(๑╹ヮ╹๑)ﾉ”🍕
@VictoriaLove7 Noms for everyone! 😊 You are so thoughtful! 💜 You made me realize I haven't had pizza in a while 😬 I'm going to have to do something about that 😂 later.... It's only 8am right now
@mytwistedsoul what’s wrong with pizza at 8 am? lol
@LoveMyMoonflowers Probably nothing lol I'm still drinking coffee at that time and not much of a breakfast eater 😬 I wonder if it would be a good combination 🤔
@mytwistedsoul coffee and pizza? Pffftttt and yeah i don’t eat much breakfast either tbh
@LoveMyMoonflowers Pizza and a glass of milk is pretty good
Seems like a lot of work to deal with making and eating breakfast. Especially first thing in the morning 😅 I need at least until lunch to start to think about breakfast
@LoveMyMoonflowers If it's worth anything to you, welcome back.
(I didn't see you around here for a bit)
@slowdecline48 thank you slow <3 Yeah, ive not been very active in this journal thread.
The collapsing replies are so stupid here - sometimes i click the load more button and the reply doesn’t show up smh 😕
@LoveMyMoonflowers sorry I had to skip to this page lol 😅 Your reply was 1 letter wide! 😁😂
I guess you'd get used to it and maybe it helps stop teeth grinding at night or has an added benefit
I caught myself humming Hush-a-bye mountain earlier lol. Made me think of you and now I realize you should be sleeping 💙
@mytwistedsoul My ortho says if you grind you get holes in the retainer so that’s fun to think about 💀 thankfully i dont grind? I think. i dont actually know but haven’t seen holes so far
Awww. yeah I remember that night. I still have that song in one of my playlists and makes me think about u every time lol. it’s kind of a comforting tune. Noooo hush you don’t know that, I’m asleep rn lol totally :D
❤️
@LoveMyMoonflowers I would need a new retainer every month 😅
@Theboymoana
Hey ❤️
I don’t want to pressure u to talk about anything but I know it gets tiring and frustrating when people treat you different and like you don’t matter. :(
Nahoa ur worryin me :')
@LoveMyMoonflowers
am sorry worry you not mean to
@theboymoana No it’s okay it ain’t ur fault. I'm sorry too
@LoveMyMoonflowers
am having real hard time 😭
@theboymoana Hugs do you wanna talk about it here?
*pulls up a chair* Hey you 💙 you know ..... lies are easy because they don't require much explanation. "I'm fine" I'm good" I'm okay" so simple. Where it gets hard is maintaining that lie. It takes soo much energy to keep that mask in place
I don't know what you're going through Moon. I've only seen glimpses of your world on the pages you share here. I'm here if you need an ear or a friend ok?
I'm sorry too if maybe I shouldn't have said anything here. I don't mean any harm 💙
@mytwistedsoul don't mind me casually replying at 4 am lol.
and dude… no. ❤️ You don‘t have to be sorry for anything okay? Moon appreciates you. <3 just knowing you cared and poked this space means a lot on its own ❤️ and ain't just sayin that to be nice
yeah, that's true. the stuff that hides behind the mask is pretty hard to explain. and sometimes it's a strange mix of fear of unmasking and wanting to unmask - but either way there's always that barrier of being unable to find the right words… or even start saying anything at all. (okay, that’s was very badly explained…) it does take a lot of energy ❤️ i'm sorry you relate too soul. it's kind of how it is for a lot of us, it seems 😓 Life being life smh :/
I'm not going through anything 😅 i'm ok actually. Just my brain. a few days ago i would have been able to say i was doing good, actually ❤️
*hugs if okay* thanks Soul. sorry for yapping sm. Hope your okay ❤️ your in my thoughts a lot
@LoveMyMoonflowers It's hard to sleep when your brain has a mind of its own.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
This kitty 🐱 brings cookie 🍪 for Nii 🌙🥧\(^-^)/ & sits with Nii 🌙🥧
@VictoriaLove7 *noms cookies* it’s a cute kitty, rainbow bear ❤️ thank u.
@LoveMyMoonflowers Hey you 💙 Do you try distractions? Postponing for a while? Maybe try the butterfly project?
@mytwistedsoul Hi ❤️ I'm ok i didn't end up doing anything. :')
thanks soul friend ❤️
@LoveMyMoonflowers Aww Moon I am super proud of you! 💙 I know it's not easy denying those urges but you were able to 💙
@mytwistedsoul ❤️
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*drops in to give flowers for our flowers 🌼🏵*
@unassumingEyes *eats flowers* 🤪
@LoveMyMoonflowers
I dont even know why im surprised xD
@unassumingEyes i don't know why you were either smh. this is perfectly normal 😭
@LoveMyMoonflowers yes ofcourse, im so silly
*gives flowers 🌼🌼🍫🌼🌼🍫🌼🌼
@unassumingEyes *noms*
@LoveMyMoonflowers 😭
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou :> ✨
*crawls back into the corner*
@LoveMyMoonflowers 
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
@LoveMyMoonflowers hi hi Niibuddy, so good to see youu! 💖 how've ya been?
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou hallou sun. it's good to see you too <3 after so long lol. 😅 i beennnn okay i guess, schoolybobs be keeping me busy. T-T how have you been? ❤️❤️
@LoveMyMoonflowers yus, been some time hehe, always good to see you around. 💖
Schoolybobs is one thing that we can always count on for keeping one busy lol. It's the year end though? Do you have exams going? 😮
I've been mostly okay too, eh life be life-ing and we keep crawling forward, amidst all the guessing too! 🌻
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou same to you ❤️
yep. 😭 no - i don’t have exams yet. i’ll have those around the end of may i think. *weeps* oh well.
*huggles sunnie* yeah i get that. life likes to life life-ily along 💃🏻 yeah, i guess sometimes we just have to try to crawl forward. i just hope your trying to take care of you amid all of it sun buddy ❤️ love you.
@LoveMyMoonflowers may is usually summer break time where I am because of the extreme heat oof, so not looking forward to the hot weather. 😭
You've got plenty time till then hehe, rooting for you, Niibuddy! 🤗
Aww you're the sweetest, thank youuu and trueeee life be like that lol, crawling too xD we got thisss. 💖 love you tooo! 🥺🤗
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou nuuuu. T-T *cries* i hate extreme heat so much. over here they let the school kids have the entirety of august off because it's pretty much the hottest month here. :') that don’t apply to me tho since i'm homeschooled
rooting for you too ❤️❤️
❤️❤️
@LoveMyMoonflowers was just thinking about you last night 😀 good to see you pop in again =) have a cookie and an optional hug 🫂🍪🍪
@unassumingEyes *tackles eyes with huggles* ❤️ eyes' huggles can’t be optional. 🥺 *noms cookies*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii !🌙 🥧🤗
*brings snacks 🍟🍕🍪🍔 and drinks 🧃🥤🧋😋 and shares with Nii 🌙🥧, Sunshine 🌞💖, Eyes 👀, and Soul 🍞🐭🧀*
@VictoriaLove7
*Shares snacks with Moonlight 🌜too \(^-^)/*
@VictoriaLove7 *brings free ice creams 🍨🍨🍨* and waits
@unassumingEyes secretly Snoops Ice cream 👀🤫😈
@unassumingEyes *devours ice cream*
@LoveMyMoonflowers yess....my plan to feed you is working....
I meant how was the taste? 😄
@unassumingEyes
Thank you, Eyes 👀 *nom nom ice cream (っ˘ڡ˘ς)🍧*😋🍨
@VictoriaLove7 rainbow bearrrrrr ❤️ how's you been friend? yayyy snackiessss *noms fries* 🍟
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii 🌙 🥧\(^-^)/ me okie, it's only my left hand fingers that got allergic itchy reaction and a bit swollen, because last Saturday, rainbow bear 🧸🌈 cleaned the weeds in front of rainbow bear 🌈🧸 house, though wearing gloves, I still hot the allergic reaction afterwards.
But other than that everything is good. ヘ(ˊᵕˋ ヘ)
Rainbow bear 🌈🧸 is glad that Nii 🌙🥧 is doing okay too \(>⩊<)/
@VictoriaLove7 oh nu friend :( is there anything you can put on your hand to soothe the itch or help with the swelling or something? ❤️ i'm so sorry tho :/ huggies
❤️❤️
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Rainbow bear 🌈🧸 put bandaid around each of the tip of my left hand fingers so that it will numb the itchiness. I have been taking allergy medicine 💊 too \(^-^)/
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*huggies back Nii 🌙🥧🫂*ヘ(ˊᵕˋ ヘ)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Pokes mooni friend*💗
@Moonlight52 *poketh back* hi moonie beanie <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers just wanted to check on you cuz last time saw you you said you were " okie " 😝
@Moonlight52 *me who doesn't remember that* me okieee 😅 😝
@LoveMyMoonflowers nope totally not you 😝😂
How is yu really 🥺
@Moonlight52 i’m okie friend <3 seriously. just being lazy since it’s saturday xD hows you ❤️
@LoveMyMoonflowers okie dokie ill trust you 😝 but am hereee for you okisss?🥺🥺
Am okis 💗
