[TW] Emo’s little emotional corner 🥲
Possible trigger warnings: death, sh
read at your own risk I guess
🥲 I know this month isn’t as bad as last month, but I still feel so awful. I know I have been sh free for 3 months but as the days go by some are getting harder and harder not to go back to old habits, UnU I wish my nana was still around. ☹️ I miss her so much 😢 ever since she passed away my mental health was never the same, it got so bad and it’s better now but my depression is terrible.. some days I feel like I’m falling deeper into the hole of depression while climbing out at the same time. 😢 and here’s me complaining about headaches when I literally do nothing about them. 🥲 what I learnt from today is try not to laugh lots with a headache as it makes it worse. I’m also sad today ☹️ I graduate high school soon and lose a whole network of irl support ☹️ so sad
*has a panic attack to the crazy frog* :D ah, yes, I love my storm anxiety while depression is around. I guess some things are made to be done in style *continues panicking while vibing to crazy frog*
*pokes*
Aikyaa
@Aikyaa01
🥺🥺💕💕💕💕 awww this is soo adorable 🥺🥰🥺💕💕💕 I loveeee ittttttt!!!!
And yes me tries my hardest everyday 😮
@emotionalTalker2260 *hugs* me glad you lovee it ❤🤗
And yesss, that's why you is amazingggg! 😀💕
@Aikyaa01
😭💕💕💕💕 I just love it smh 😮 I like wanna cry happy tears looking at the image : D
@emotionalTalker2260 Hey there ^-^<3
Just wanted to remind you that you are doing great. There are so many people who are proud of you and want to see you keep doing better and better. Keep shining :)
@BlueDarkAurora
😭💕💕💕💕 awwww, tankchuuuu 🥺💕💕💕 me needed to see that, am currently not feeling well :’)
@emotionalTalker2260 You are in my thoughts and I'll pray that you feel better soon <3 so you better start feeling good :O cause my prayers are always answered :3 <3
@BlueDarkAurora
awwwww 🥺🥺💕💕💕💕💕 *hugs* tankchu, I hope I feel soon better too, I honestly hate being sad all the time
@emotionalTalker2260 Sometimes life is a bit challenging and it can be hard to keep shining with a rainbow over your head all the time @_@ so it's okay that you feel sad rn, it's okay to cry and to want to break down, just trust that you will get back up. You are handling so many things and you are totally allowed to feel sad when it gets too much<3 The sadness you feel doesn't take away you from you, cause no matter what you go through or where you are in life, you are and will always be your wonderful, loving, strong self<3
@BlueDarkAurora
🥺💕💕💕 awwwww, those are such beautiful wordssss 🥺💕💕💕💕💕
@emotionalTalker2260
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
🤧💕💕💕💕 sunnnnnnn *hugs* awwww, me needed to see that 🥺🥺🥺😭💕💕💕💕💕
@emotionalTalker2260
Aww *hugss and sits with youuu* 💕🤗💕
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
*hugs* 🥺 meanie brain keeps getting meaner
@emotionalTalker2260
Oh noes :/ *goes inside Emo's brain and scares away all meanie braincells*
*hugsss tightlyyy* 🤗
You know brain is being mean, that's a good acknowledgement... so now we know none of that meanie brain tells us is true. Do not listen to its lies okie. 💕
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
me isn’t listening to its lies *hugs* 🥺💕
@emotionalTalker2260 vv good, I'm proud of you for trying your best. 🤗 *pats head* 💕
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
*is patted* :0 *pats pats sun*
@emotionalTalker2260 yay *is patted too* 🥰
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
wanna know something that has kept me smiling and laughing today 😮
@emotionalTalker2260 yes ofcourse 😮 what has?
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
me got ATL’s to say weeeeeeeeeee 😮 m sowwi not talking properly, had meltdown and m age regresed 😮😮😮
@emotionalTalker2260 aw that must have been fun lol 😮
Andd no need to apologize ❤ *is here to be with emo* 🤗
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
not fun, am tired 😮 *hugs sun* night night
@emotionalTalker2260
Making atls say weeee wasn't fun? 😮
*hugss tightly* sleep well, lovely. 🤗💕 I hope you feel rested soon.
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
oooh, making atls say weeee was fun 🤧 (sorry me has fried brain) sun should say weeeee tooo : D
@emotionalTalker2260
Aww it's okiee *unfries ze brain* :P
Weeeee weeee 😛❤️
Did you sleep well? :O
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
Sleep, that's strange stuff, I am supposed to be asleep rn, I even feel asleep with music playing for 2-5 songs 🙈
@emotionalTalker2260
Hi Talker! (Or should I call you Emo 🧐) It like like I found your corner, and I hope you don't mind me dropping by to say "hi." ❤️
I can understand that things are hard right now, and even though we only just met, I want to say that I believe in you. You have such a personality, and I am proud of you for trying to stay strong. I appreciate you responding to my diary entry yesterday, because you have no idea how much that means to me. And now I wanted to return the good deed and tell you that I send all my hopes for you 😊
@selflessSpruce1515
awww *offers cookie* welcome to my emotional corner 😮 Emo has 2 corners, this is one of them. And tankchu 🥺💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕 It’s nice to see you too 😊
@emotionalTalker2260
Thank you! *eats a cookie* Ooo, two corners - very nice! I'll search around for it, and do expect a post in there too 😊
@selflessSpruce1515
:0 ooooooo, yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy \(^-^)/
@emotionalTalker2260
Haha, love the text emojis ^-^
@selflessSpruce1515
me created that one \😮/
@emotionalTalker2260
Wow, that’s so cool! I saw your bio, and the evolution of emojis 😊
TW: SH, death, cancer, lots of swearing and caps :’)
I fucking hate everything. I was told that a family friend who has been battling terminal cancer has less then a week left to live. Everything is fucking terrible. Idk how to cope smh. Anyways, I’ve had over 5 relapses within the past 4 days :’) I’m nit ready for another round of grieving when I’m still not even over my nana’s (great grandma’s) funeral 😖 I still remember everything from when my nana passed away. I went to say my last goodbye with tye dye on my hands from school and I remember breaking down in front of my family, I remember when I nearly hyperventilated when my nana was being loaded into a car for the last time. I DONT WANT TO REMEMBER ANY OF THESE FUCKING MEMORIES 😖 Yet I have to fucking LIVE with them every fucking day. Why can’t I forget the memories when my nana passed away, can my fucking brain already block them memories like when my own mother passed away. I don’t feel like time fixes anything. It does NOT feel like it 😖 I am literally nearly in tears writing this crap. I had a breakdown today and of fucking course I had to fucking bottle it up 🙄 stupid me. Now i feel like absolute crap.
@emotionalTalker2260 *offers a hug* May I sit with you? I'm so sorry for all you're dealing with right now. I wish I had words to ease your pain ❤️ Sending you strength
@mytwistedsoul
🥺 *hugs* me doesn’t need a million words. They can be overwhelming for poor me at times, so its okies <3 and I did need more strength, just spent a whole hour just breaking down. :’) 💕 and you are definitely more than welcome to sit with me <3
@emotionalTalker2260 They can be overwhelming can't they? Sometimes we don't need words at all - just someone to sit with us - to know that someone is there and cares ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
yes 🥺💕 facts facts. Sometimes less really is more.
@emotionalTalker2260 so true ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
i found a way to bs the limit of replies 😈 just keep using the last reply button and it continues conversation
@emotionalTalker2260 Awesome! You sneaky! Lol - I like it! 😁 Personally I think the limit is stupid and they should be able to find a better way to keep things running
@mytwistedsoul
I 100% agree with you. And i am a sneaky little *** 😈🦕 I’ll admit it. I am sneaky. I mean, i even tested out if there was any Karens in my neighbourhood. But apparently there isn’t, I sung loudy and terrible and played music so *** loud. And sadly no noise complaints 😔 #WhereAreKarensWhenYouNeedThem
@emotionalTalker2260 LOL! Maybe the Karens were busy that day talking to managers 😁 I live in the middle of no where - there's no Karens here either
@mytwistedsoul
true true, maybe the Karens weree at the offices complaining about useless bullshit or demanding for refunds or discounts 😀
@emotionalTalker2260 I dont think I'd ever want to be a manager anywhere lol 😬
@mytwistedsoul
I wouldn't either, but if you see any Karen's, send them my way, I'm 100% up for some yelling and I could do with an annoying stuck up entitled Karen rn : D
@emotionalTalker2260 Ok :) all incoming Karen's are yours to yell at ❤ I'm no good with that anyway lol
@mytwistedsoul
💕 tankchu for gibing me Karens to yell at 😀
@emotionalTalker2260 Youre welcome :) Give 'em h*ll! 😁
@mytwistedsoul
😈 I’ll yell at them while having a breakdown so it will become hell for them 😀 *continues having a panic attack*
@emotionalTalker2260 I hope your panic has calmed down alittle ❤
@mytwistedsoul
it has <3
@emotionalTalker2260 *hug* I'm glad - those days are so hard when we have that panic :/
@mytwistedsoul
I’ve had basically everything today. 2 breakdowns with crisis thoughts in them (note, one of them was literally first thing in the morning :’) poor me), 2 panic attacks and I’ve even age regressed and actually just snapped back into reality 😀☃️☃️☃️☃️☃️
@emotionalTalker2260 Oh man :( That's a really lousy way to start the day and those thoughts - they take on a life of their own sometimes and can be hard to get rid of. I hope you have someone you can talk to about them - allthough I know they frown on that sort of thing here
@mytwistedsoul
I have another website (that is only available in my country as it’s attached to a helpline) but I can talk about it there as it’s modded by actual counsellors so yeah 😀
I have plans to cope way better tomorrow though : D
@emotionalTalker2260 That's great! I'm glad you have some place you can let those thoughts out. We have hotlines here you can call or text but I worry that I'm just being dramatic and bothering them 😅
@mytwistedsoul
I bother them. In fact, funny story. I actually spoke to a helpine the other day, and the person who answered was the same person that answered when called any helpline for the first time 🥺🥺 they even remembered me with my 31 plushies. And idk what happened. I was talking about screaming and singing and then they were (kimda) like “so you rawred like a dino?” And I cracked a really dark joke about dinosaurs (and I definitely got concerned noises for it hahahaha), so i had to explain what my intentions of the joke was and by the end, its was like Dinnoooooosssssss, and one of the kast words i said was Rawr, lmao
@emotionalTalker2260 It shows this person was paying attention to what you were saying the first time you spoke with them. And that they were open to what your intentions were - that's pretty cool. I worry too much about being an inconvenience
Now every time I see your name here I'm gonna have this blonde goldfish rawring like a dinosaur LOL!
@mytwistedsoul
XD yayyyyyyyy
Rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr 😛
@emotionalTalker2260 LOL! 😁
I found this 😁
@mytwistedsoul
omgggggg I love ittttttttttt
but emo is a Emosaurus Rex :0
@emotionalTalker2260 😊 I'm glad you like it! ❤
Emosaurus Rex! That's so cool! 😁
@emotionalTalker2260
@mytwistedsoul
😮 I did eat all of Noraasaurus’s (@CommunityModAaron) cookies while hiding in their cup. I never told them though :0 hehehehe. Rawr.
and i love the imageeeee 😀
@emotionalTalker2260 cookie monster! A invisible cookie monster!
I remember the make-up running down your face
And the dreams you left behind you didn't need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
Dear whoever reads this,
I am sorry I am not really talkative at the moment. I’m feeling extremely distant from everything, everyone and even myself. And honestly, it’s making me feel so friggen lonely and so sad but I just can’t seem to gather myself to be talkative. I’m also really depressed at the moment too, so yeah. 🦥 I’m even thinking about taking a break from cups, but if I do, I’ll have nothing to do and my depression will get so much more worse. But yeah, poor Emo here is lost and suffering 🙁
Apologies <3 - Emo
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou @VaryingCloud @mytwistedsoul @Aikyaa01 @Angelx28 and anyone else that nay read this
@emotionalTalker2260 * hugs* I'm sorry you're feeling so depressed right now. It really sucks when we get so depressed we don't even reach out to anyone. Tbh - I had noticed it was kind of quiet around cups today but I just figured people were busy and I don't want to be a pita ya know?
At times when I don't have any words - I post darker stuff - like some of the stuff on my thread. Just to get it out some where. Kind of like embracing the darkness to find the light - if that makes any sense
You're allways welcome to tag me - you can just say - sad or lonely - even just a blank one and I can drive you nuts if you want 🙂
@mytwistedsoul
😀 well, I’m more then happy to be driven up the walls, I have a listener who annoys so many people but it’s literally impossible for them to annoy me, so go ahead 😛
I was once told that I have the kindness of a god, care of an angel, patience of Budda himself, and the humor of Elmo on crack 😀 so yeah, it’s impossible to drive me crazy. And *hugs*. My dark stuff would be counted as a crisis on cups so I go express those feelings in appropriate channels, including an Australian website that is for my country only that is modded by counsellors from a helpline and then I have an electronic diary 😀 so yeahhhhhhhhh
and cups is super silent. It feels like it’s nearly dead smh. Anyways, the oldies is going to be gaining a teenie Emosaurus in a few months and I refuse to be that silent cupser. I’ll make noise and bring my chaos and my humor to the oldies side 😈
@emotionalTalker2260 Elmo on crack? 😁😂 too funny!
This place used to be alot more active - Idk what happened. Alot of people left when they made other changes before. It could be they just dont like the way they have the forums set up now. It sucks tbh
Us oldies will be happy to have you on this side ❤
@mytwistedsoul
the teenie side has been so quiet, I think all the drama has driven people away from using cups. And the unnecessary updates too loll 😀
Ever since I was a newbie, cups got quieter and quieter. People were always like: “In February the chats went so fast.. blah blah blah blah”. Well, February has been and gone and I have been waiting fir so many people to just appear, but there’s next to no one around. In 24 hours, there’s probably only like 70 teenies who use the chatrooms 😔 and it’s always at its quietest when i am on. There was 2 threads that used to get used so much but has fallen completely silent. There was the cupsing during class and cupsing during sleeping hours threads (only available to teenies as it is in a teen forum subcom only).
@emotionalTalker2260 Maybe people are just on break? Could you maybe revive those old threads? When I first started here they used to have daily checkins. People actually replied back to you when you did them. Now its lucky if you get a weekly check in that someone writes back to you. They even used to have special events for communities. There was even a DJ at one point and once a week you could listen to songs people requested - now - Idk. People try to day what they'd like to see here but it never goes any where
@mytwistedsoul
I do try to revive old threads and stuff, but sometimes it’s like no one’s interested in them ☹️ I literally placed both of the noni quizzes together and made a 7 cups meme thread and made a thread about why smiling is good. I even finally did the assessment about sleep that commod Anne gave me when i was a newbie ;-; so yeah
@emotionalTalker2260 Wow you've been very busy! I think alot of people burn out here. I'm sure youve seen all the pop ups for help here and there or the needs reply list. I think alot of people join in on those things but either they over extend themselves or there's so many rules they need to follow they just can't keep up. Its a real shame because this place could be alot better
If there was such a badge you should get at least 10 of them
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
yayyyyy me glittery Emosaurus and we have a glittery sun. will there be a glittery cloud? @VaryingCloud
*(Glittery) Cloud appears*⚡️⚡️
⛈*rains*⛈
*calls Emu*
*holds hands..takes you out* xD
When you don’t feel like talking, how about walking in the rain?❤️ If Sun’s love and patting already made you feel better (ofc coz it’s impossible not to feel warm under Sun’s care xD @sunisshiningandsoareyou *winks*), then maybe dance in the rain as well!
Btw.. well done for letting your feelings out! First step towards healing. You’re brave! *warm hugs*
*flicks rain water at Emu* xD
*gives you water* : )❤️🤗
@emotionalTalker2260
*noms sorry and sad faces* :0
*sits with emo and hugs tightly* ❤
I understand and relate with the depressive episodes where nothing feels right, and it is okay to let these feelings pass, but hey hey, you're hanging in there and doing what you can, it is more than enough for now. You are allowed to take as much time for yourself and engage in some healthy self care- at your pace. Here and rooting for you. ❤
More comfy *hugsss* 🤗 and "Sun is proud of emo" reminder cookies for youuu. 🍪
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
*hugs sun* guess what me drew. I was triggered a bit ago, until I started laughing.
*explains my inside joke*
right, sooo, when i am bored or just want to say something that makes next to no sense in the group chat, lately I’ve been like *eats glitter* 😀 (note, 2 of my fav atls now join in on it 😭😭) sooo, I edited my Rawrasaur pfp 😀 and now it’s eating glitter and crying
@emotionalTalker2260
Aw something triggered you :/ how are you coping with it since? ❤ *keeps hugging*
Emo-Rex is glittery and adorable anddddd it is very much okay to cry when nothing feels good and everything is overwhelming *holds ze hand* ❤
(Atls are fun mhm xD)
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
*hugs* I ended up going to sleep while having a breakdown because I couldn’t mentally or literally do an unhealthy coping mechanism ☹️
Aww Cookie Cloudieee, aren't you the sweetest ever. *winks back* andddd I love the idea of walking in rain. 🥰❤
*huggles tight*
@emotionalTalker2260 , *comforting hugs for you* ❤
I know things are hard right now, but you know what's the good part? That you're still hanging in there and trying your best.. and I am proud of you for that. ❤
I hope things ease soon, but you're allowed to take as much time you need and do whatever you think will be good for you. Here to support you always, and *pokes* you're not alone. ❤🤗
@Aikyaa01
*hugs* 💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕
Oopsie-daisy! XD Had forgotten to tag you in that previous post @emotionalTalker2260 : )
@VaryingCloud
*hugs cloud* :0 we have sporkley cloud now yayayayayayay
also, happy Holi to you cloud 😮
@emotionalTalker2260
Happy Holi Emu *throws colours at ya* xD
Emo looks colourful now yay! xD 🤗
@VaryingCloud
*is already glittery dino* :0 *throws glitter at Cloud* cloud more pretty now <3
@emotionalTalker2260
Haha.. more ⚡️⚡️ and more ⛈⛈ rains now! xD
@VaryingCloud
emo no fan of storms 🥺
@emotionalTalker2260
Aww!❤️ 🪄✨*changes weather*
*hugs*
@VaryingCloud
*hugs yayyyyy* we love a sunny day (@Sunisshiningandsoareyou)
@emotionalTalker2260
@emotionalTalker2260 OMG! Lmao these are so true 😂 kind of sad but so true
My favorite is yeah I didnt do that either 😊
@mytwistedsoul
😀 these are my fav comic strips. I loveeeee Dinos and comics as they are based on mental health and is just so relatable ;-; even though I sometimes struggle understanding jokes and stuff, these Always crack me up laughing
@emotionalTalker2260 They're really good! I've never seen these with the dinosaurs 😁
@mytwistedsoul
😈 *has more* 😔
@emotionalTalker2260
