[TW] Emo’s little emotional corner 🥲
Possible trigger warnings: death, sh
read at your own risk I guess
🥲 I know this month isn’t as bad as last month, but I still feel so awful. I know I have been sh free for 3 months but as the days go by some are getting harder and harder not to go back to old habits, UnU I wish my nana was still around. ☹️ I miss her so much 😢 ever since she passed away my mental health was never the same, it got so bad and it’s better now but my depression is terrible.. some days I feel like I’m falling deeper into the hole of depression while climbing out at the same time. 😢 and here’s me complaining about headaches when I literally do nothing about them. 🥲 what I learnt from today is try not to laugh lots with a headache as it makes it worse. I’m also sad today ☹️ I graduate high school soon and lose a whole network of irl support ☹️ so sad
Tw death
Happy birthday to me.. :/ yeah, more like have a sad day and a painful reminder to the fact that your parents have never seen any of your biggest achievements.. like graduating school, getting ribbons in school events, performing drama and dance in front of a crowd, becoming 18..
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 why does this have to be so painful..
why did my mum have to pass away nearly 15 years ago.. why did my nana (also last grandparent) pass away nearly 2 years ago.. why did my biological father walk out of my life when I was 2 weeks old 😭😭😭😭 just whyyyyyyyy..
@emotionalTalker2260
*hugs Emo tight* 🥺❤️❤️❤️
@selflessSpruce1515
*hugs* 🥺💖
@emotionalTalker2260
*sits with emo and hugs hugs* ❤
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
*hugs hugs* 🥺💖 all the thoughts and feelings hit poor me like a freight train..
@emotionalTalker2260
Aw it's more than understandable to have all the thoughts and feelings hit us at once, making us feel terrible than ever and 100 times overwhelmed. Emo is allowed to feel the emotions okiee? It is hard but feeling any of these emotions is valid. ❤
When too much at once becomes overpowering, we take it's power and try to take it one emotion at a time.
Here for you, lovely. 💖 more *hugss* and comfy *pats on head* 🤗
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
*hugs* *is patted* UwU *pats pats sunnie*💖
@emotionalTalker2260
*is patted tooo* 🥰💖
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
@emotionalTalker2260
😮 *sits with Emo and hugs so tight* 🥺❤️❤️❤️
@selflessSpruce1515
*hugs* 😭😭😭💖💖💖💖
@emotionalTalker2260
*passes a plushie and blanket to Emo and keeps hugging* ❤️❤️❤️❤️
@selflessSpruce1515
🥺💖💖💖 sorry, was having a full on breakdown..
@emotionalTalker2260
It’s okay ❤️ Spruce wants Emo to know that they’re not alone ❤️❤️❤️
@selflessSpruce1515
*hugs spruce* 🥺💖 I miss the teenie side lotssss..
@emotionalTalker2260
Aww, Spruce misses having you here on the teenie side too *hugssss* ❤️❤️❤️
Note! This is just me overwhelmed, it’s not a crisis. I do actually struggle to breathe when overwhelmed. And I do actually stop breathing for a few seconds when I feel like this. Anyways, this is just how I feel in my head.
When there is no water around.. but you’re still drowning 🥺..
and there’s so much air, but it’s hard to breathe
I have friends.. but I still feel a lack of love, and I feel like people don’t care
I’m saying things, but it’s all silent
I have ears, but what’s the point of them if i can’t respond
the world is overwhelming, can life be more simple..
yes I have friends on the side I am on.. but I miss all my friends I have seen everyday for months 🥺🥺🥺😭
@emotionalTalker2260 Happy birthday <3
The way you feel sometimes has nothing to do with what you have, feeling the lack of something or wanting something specific doesn't mean you are not grateful for what you already have. Life is weird like that, we have things and people that makes life better but then there are some things, some people that we don't have and we have all the right to feel sad or miss them. The hurt sometimes is stronger and makes us not feel loved, it's alright someday soon you will have so much love around you and so much love for yourself that even on your own you'll feel every bit of nature just pouring its love for you, you deserve so much happiness and you are going to get it.
@BlueDarkAurora
awww thank you Aurora 🥺💖💖💖💖 *hugs hugs*
@emotionalTalker2260
@BlueDarkAurora
*hugs* 😭💖
@emotionalTalker2260
Aww, Emo Emo 🥺❤️ *hugs so tight*
These feelings sound all so overwhelming, and Spruce can see how difficult they are to cope with. Our minds are so powerful, yet there are times when it feels like it’s betraying us. I understand the feeling that it’s like you’re drowning, and how hard it is to breathe. 🥺
Even with all the friends we have made, I know that there are times when we wonder whether they really care, and by questioning this, we may feel unloved and alone. But, even it’s not easy to believe this during the low points, you are certainly loved and cherished by so many people. ❤️❤️
And yes, the world is beyond overwhelming, and I for one definitely wish life wasn’t so complicated. But I have seen you, whether it was in group chats or forums, and I can see that you’re are trying to hold on and stay strong. And that’s what I admire about you. Even if you don’t see it, I can see that you are such a resilient and lovely hooman bean (and jellubean, of course 😛).
We all have our highs and lows in life, and the emotional roller coaster is a rough one. However, you are loved beyond words, by so many amazing people on here who will be there for you always, including me. 💕
*so many more hugs* ❤️❤️❤️
@selflessSpruce1515
*hugs hugs* 🥺💖
Totally did not 100 wake up crying once again for the second day in a row 🥺😭😭😭😭
everyone hates me.. literally no one is talking to me 😭😭😭😭😭😭 AHHHHHHHHHHHHH
*hides in the darkest corner* 🥺😭💔💔💔💔
@emotionalTalker2260
🤡 how did an 100 get there.. ignore that number lmfao
@emotionalTalker2260
🤡 A big numberrrrr 😀
@selflessSpruce1515
🤡 shhh I was having a breakdown.. and I don’t know why I typed that.. must be number of the day lol
@emotionalTalker2260
*dives into pm's and hugsssssss the mighty Emosarus* ❤️❤️❤️
*forums (not pm's, smh 🥲🤡)
@selflessSpruce1515
*hugs* smh smh 😀
@emotionalTalker2260
Ignore my brain 😭 I'm recovering from a sugar rush, so I'm tired now, smh 😀
@selflessSpruce1515
I’m on 3 hours of sleep 😀
@emotionalTalker2260
Oh goshness :') *bonks Emo's brain* Why can't you let Emo sleeppppp? 😭
@selflessSpruce1515
stayed up till sunrise. Woke up to parent throwing a tantrum and it set off a meltdown breakdown
@emotionalTalker2260
🥲 Oh gosh, that’s not a good way to wake up, is it? I used to think that the words “parent” and “tantrum” never went together, but after recent events, I can feel that :’) *hugs* 🥺❤️
@selflessSpruce1515
*hugs* yeah, it’s not good
*pokes* @BlueDarkAurora guess who is an oldie 👀 I need a walker lol
@emotionalTalker2260 XD join the gang lol
@BlueDarkAurora
🤡 already have
@emotionalTalker2260 Heh sorry this old age makes me slowww @_@
@BlueDarkAurora
@_@ if it makes you feel better, I’m actually -9373638292736538392 years old (is only a joke)
@emotionalTalker2260 aww Look at your kind self :') trying to make me feel better but I am a year above that. It's alright tho I have yoda level knowledge :3
@BlueDarkAurora
*hugs* 🤗
@emotionalTalker2260 ^-^ hugs hugs ^-^
@moetionalTalker2260
*pokes and hugs* ❤️❤️
🤗 ❤️
Okay, just ignore whatever catastrophe of a tag that was 😀❤️
@selflessSpruce1515
Poor hearts XD
@emotionalTalker2260
The meteors of hearts 😭 They always dive in at the right time, don't they? ❤️😀❤️
@selflessSpruce1515
well, at least the hearts can get therapy on my side lmfao, I think they'll need it (´。＿。｀)
@emotionalTalker2260
Awwww 🥺 *hugssss* ❤️❤️
@selflessSpruce1515
that wasn’t a catastrophe *hugs hugs*. I love it 😊💖
@emotionalTalker2260
Awwww *hugssss* 🤗❤️❤️❤️
@selflessSpruce1515
༼ つ ◕_◕ ༽つ
@emotionalTalker2260
ʕっ•ᴥ•ʔっ❤️❤️
@selflessSpruce1515
throwing away hearts I see. Poor hearts, *catches them before they fall and break on the floor* D:
༼ つ ◕_◕ ༽つ💖
@emotionalTalker2260
Awww, don't run away, hearts 😭 But they're your hearts now 🤗 ❤️
@emotionalTalker2260 Hey you :) you've been on my mind the past couple of days. I guess its been on my mind about you aging up and moving to the adult side and I've been thinking about how I would feel if it were me. I mean yeah you have friends on the adult side but it's not the same. Just like the chat rooms too I bet. Idk - I guess I just wanted to say you've been in my thoughts and I hope things get easier and better
*Sending you strength and good vibes* ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
awwww soul ;-; that’s so sweet 🥺💖💖💖💖 bless you 🥺🤧💖 yeah it’s not easy, but I’m getting there. *is more strong with the strength soul sent* 😛 love ya. Also, you’ve been on my mind for a few days too
@emotionalTalker2260 It'll take time and that's ok. It can take however long it needs to
Kind of like having super powers now with all that strength 😉 Super emosaurus! Da da da daaaaaa! Complete with theme music
Love to you too Emo ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
I love this energy hehehe 😀 *feels more powerful* 😀💖
@emotionalTalker2260
😁 all that power
@mytwistedsoul
*pokes watermelon* *breaks watermelon* XD
@emotionalTalker2260 I was looking for something along the lines of a finger with big muscles and what I typed gave me this
😬
@mytwistedsoul
D: throwing me away now. Oma, what has Google done O_o
😣😣😣 I fucking can't..
So hard to breathe, I feel the colour fade out of my face, fml, I'm probably gonna have yet another episode tonight.. I just can't 😣😣💔💔💔💔
@emotionalTalker2260
*runs into Emo's corner and hugsssssss* ❤️❤️❤️❤️
@selflessSpruce1515
sprucie 🥺💖💖💖💖 *hugs* 😭💖
*sits with @emotionalTalker2260 and @selflessSpruce1515* ❤
@mytwistedsoul
soul 🥺🥺💖💖
@emotionalTalker2260 Hey you :) *offers hugs* sounds like you're having a rough evening
@mytwistedsoul
*hugs* it’s more then rough 😪💔 I’m vv sad.. also, can you believe this. A listener blocked me just because I’m not a male or female..
@emotionalTalker2260 Oh Emo 😞 I'm so sorry that happened. It's not your fault - I hope you know that. It's the listener's and they shouldn't have done that. There are a number of different ways they could have handled it if they were uncomfortable. It shouldn't have even been a question they needed to ask. If you remember their name you can still report them. Some extra training would hopefully do them good
@mytwistedsoul
😪 don’t remember their name smh.. but yeah, not good
@emotionalTalker2260 Hey that's ok. ❤ I probably wouldn't remember either. I hate to say this and I don't want to scare you but listeners on the adult side are really bad. Not all of them of course but most seem to be here for all the wrong reasons. The best thing to do is browse for verified listeners or an atl. They're checked more thoroughly
I'm so sorry this happened though 😞 nothing like having someone make you feel worse
@emotionalTalker2260
Oh my goshness, Emo 🥺🥺🥺 You really didn’t deserve to be blocked for that, and like Soul said, it’s not your fault at all, my dear. Your gender identity is not a justification for their actions at all, because your gender shouldn’t define whether you should get support - you more than deserve support, no matter what they think. As a genderfluid hooman bean, hearing that a listener did that to a friend of mine- it’s awful, and they really should be reported 🥺 *hugs super tight* ❤️❤️❤️
@selflessSpruce1515
*hugs hugs* 😪💖
@mytwistedsoul
😪😪 atls.. one of the best atls I have met is leaving cups next week.. 😪😪
@emotionalTalker2260 Oh wow 😞 is there someone they could recommend to you?
@mytwistedsoul
probably not 😪
@mytwistedsoul
I’m trying to 😪💖 I’m trying my hardest
@emotionalTalker2260
Oh nooooo 🥺 *tons of comfort hugs for Emo* ❤️❤️❤️
@selflessSpruce1515
*hugs hugs*
@mytwistedsoul
😪 yeah, it’s really sad..
@emotionalTalker2260 Yeah 😞 they were a familiar face for me. Everyone keeps leaving 😢
@mytwistedsoul
😪🥺💔 mhm.. doesn’t help that I’ve lost half my listeners when I aged up.. 😪
@emotionalTalker2260 Yeah 😞
@emotionalTalker2260 @mytwistedsoul
*hugssssss all around* 🥺❤️❤️❤️
@selflessSpruce1515
🥺💖 bless you dear sprucie 🥺💖💖💖 you always come in at the most needed times 🥺💖💖💖 ILY 💖
@emotionalTalker2260
Aww, love ya toooooo 🤗❤️❤️❤️
@selflessSpruce1515 *hugs* ❤️ thank you
Emos right you have awesome timing
@mytwistedsoul
*hugsssss* Aww, it's my pleasure 🤗 ❤️❤️❤️