[TW] Emo’s little emotional corner 🥲
Possible trigger warnings: death, sh
read at your own risk I guess
🥲 I know this month isn’t as bad as last month, but I still feel so awful. I know I have been sh free for 3 months but as the days go by some are getting harder and harder not to go back to old habits, UnU I wish my nana was still around. ☹️ I miss her so much 😢 ever since she passed away my mental health was never the same, it got so bad and it’s better now but my depression is terrible.. some days I feel like I’m falling deeper into the hole of depression while climbing out at the same time. 😢 and here’s me complaining about headaches when I literally do nothing about them. 🥲 what I learnt from today is try not to laugh lots with a headache as it makes it worse. I’m also sad today ☹️ I graduate high school soon and lose a whole network of irl support ☹️ so sad
@emotionalTalker2260 just sneaking in to drop off a hug and some vibes ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
*hugs* 🥺🥺💖
I can’t do it 😖 I can’t I can’t I can’t
@emotionalTalker2260
How can I help? ❤️
@GoldenNest2727
I was having a meltdown D: this weekend is not going good, mum’s bday tomorrow 😖
@emotionalTalker2260
Do you think it might help you to heal if you do one small thing to honor her memory? You could make a donation to an organization that she'd support, or you could write her a letter and burn it, or you could plant some flowers seeds that will grow and feed the butterflies, bees, and birds. Commit to doing one thing in her memory, then let it rest. You will pour your energy into that one thing, then you'll move onto something else.
@GoldenNest2727
I usually go visit her and give her flowers
@emotionalTalker2260
I like that idea. Good choice. Would it help you to talk about her some here? I'm happy to listen if it will.
@GoldenNest2727
I have no memories of my mum 😔 my brain blocked them
Tw death - flashback
🥺🥺🥺 mummm, no leave me.. come back.. not, not brain dead 🥺 just sleeping.. why they kill her.. no no no no 😖 I lost without you mum 🥺🥺 idk what to do.. 😖 mummmmmmm.. no car today.. no crash, that not real 😖 why hide from me mum.. i look. Maybe we’re playing hide and seek.. I can’t find mum 😖
@emotionalTalker2260
*hugs Emo super duper tight* 🥺 ❤️
@selflessSpruce1515
*hugs* 🥺🥺🥺🥺
@emotionalTalker2260
Spruca and our friendsies are here for you, okie? 🥺 *comforts* ❤️
@selflessSpruce1515
apricot kind 🥺💖💖🦕
@emotionalTalker2260 *sitting with you quietly* flashbacks suck 😞
@mytwistedsoul
mhmm. They do 🥺 unfortunately there’s going to be more 😀
@emotionalTalker2260 * safe gentle hug* I know 😞 some times they seem to never stop. I'm so sorry you're having them
*sits quietly*
@mytwistedsoul
*hugs* 🥺💖
@emotionalTalker2260
Aww 🥺 Flashbacks are never easy, my dear friendsie, and I have experiences with them too :') Take some deep breaths, and soon enough, they will pass– just keep hanging on, and we'll be by your side ❤️ *sits with you and Soul* @mytwistedsoul
@selflessSpruce1515
*hugs sprucie* 🥺💖
@emotionalTalker2260
*hugs Emosaurus* 💖💖
*screams* bad emo! Bad emo!
@emotionalTalker2260
❤️
@mytwistedsoul
*hugs* 🥺🥺🥺
Hands Emo a soft plushie. You're never bad. Never, ever.
@GoldenNest2727
🥺 plushieee. I am bad.. i keep going back to the worst coping habits.. i keep taking 5 steps forward to only be knocked back by 6
I know I’m always emotional here. But i am currently proud of myself for finishing something 😀
I made myself a plushieeeeeee whoohooooo
tw: scars
@emotionalTalker2260 awww 💖 super proud of emo too! *hugs*
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
*hugs sunnieeeeee*
@emotionalTalker2260 Aww! I love it! Your plushie is so cute and awesome ❤️ You're so creative
@mytwistedsoul
it is so cuteeee
@emotionalTalker2260 I love the colors! 😊 ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
I only pick cute colours xD
@emotionalTalker2260 That's because you're so awesome ❤️
Why does breathing have to be such a chore 😭😭
@emotionalTalker2260 *sits with you* I've wondered that myself. Seems I'm either gasping and panting for air *anxiety* or too tired to be bothered with it *depression* 😕
*offers safe hugs* ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
*hugs* my asthma is just being a pain :(
@emotionalTalker2260 Oh no 😟 I wish I knew something that could help. I've heard coffee or caffeinated tea can but Idk if it really does
I hope it gets better today and you can breath easier ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
omg. The two items that set off other health conditions of mine xD
@emotionalTalker2260 Oh no! 😞 I'm sorry. I suck today - I'll just send good vibes instead ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
Soul does not suck! You are always kind and lovely, i enjoy you being around :0
@emotionalTalker2260 Thank you ❤️ Think I'm alittle emotional today - sorry about that. I don't like days like this
@mytwistedsoul
*offers hugs* is okies to be a bit emotional 🥺💖
@emotionalTalker2260 *hugs* Thank you 😢 It'll be ok ❤️
😖😖 why tf does my fucking heart have to be a massive pain and pain in the ass at 3am in the fucking morning.. can it like, knock it off and stop fucking rapidly changing rates so quickly.. it hurtsssss 😖
@emotionalTalker2260 Still sitting with you ❤️ and sending vibes to ease the pain
@mytwistedsoul
:0 soullllll 💖 how you feeling?
@emotionalTalker2260 Working my way towards anger lol - I know I joke and I shouldn't
How are you? Guess there's not much to help with what you're going through right now?
@mytwistedsoul
yeah not much to help at all.. nothing i can do :/ besides, i kinda live in pain everyday anyways
@emotionalTalker2260 Every day pain - I know what that's like :( I'm sorry you have to deal with it too
@mytwistedsoul
it’s not easy :/
@emotionalTalker2260 It's not :( It's not something that anyone should have to deal with *wishes Emo's pain away *
❤ @emotionaltalker2260 @mytwistedsoul ❤
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou Awww ❤️ *hugs*
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
*🐨🦥🤗*
:/ my head hurts from breakingdown..