[TW] Emo’s little emotional corner 🥲
Possible trigger warnings: death, sh
read at your own risk I guess
🥲 I know this month isn’t as bad as last month, but I still feel so awful. I know I have been sh free for 3 months but as the days go by some are getting harder and harder not to go back to old habits, UnU I wish my nana was still around. ☹️ I miss her so much 😢 ever since she passed away my mental health was never the same, it got so bad and it’s better now but my depression is terrible.. some days I feel like I’m falling deeper into the hole of depression while climbing out at the same time. 😢 and here’s me complaining about headaches when I literally do nothing about them. 🥲 what I learnt from today is try not to laugh lots with a headache as it makes it worse. I’m also sad today ☹️ I graduate high school soon and lose a whole network of irl support ☹️ so sad
Ugh, todays mood. Fucking dumpster on fire here.
Got my fucking period while being so sick. I’m pissed off lol. This week has literally been like a dumpster on fire. However, i like the new gif addition D: i can add gifs from ma ipadddddd
This song is hitting me pretty hard today. TW - I think it’s about SUICIDE but man is the rhythm awesome xD
@modestOrange545533
this is the song i was talking about
@emotionalTalker2260
I understand life can be tough. Don't forget to be grateful for what you have; I believe small efforts can make a big change in the long run ♥️
@ElenaGeneris
awww, that’s kind of you to say. Thank you 😊💖
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
*hugs sunnie* 🥺💖
@emotionalTalker2260 Aww this is too cute hehe *koala hugsss* 🤗💖
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
hehehe :p
😔💔
😢 this song.. describes how i feel
Not sure anyone will miss me, but I’m going on a break. I freaking can’t deal with cups right now..
@emotionalTalker2260
Aw ofcourse your sweet self will be missed big time, emo, but breaks are vv important at times and it is okie for emo to take time for their emo-self. *hugs tightttt* see youuuu. 🤗💖 Take super good care.
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
💀 okay, we talked about this before, but we both know we both suck at breaks lol. 1 hour. That must be a new record for me 😭😭😭😭
@emotionalTalker2260 HahahahahaImCryingHahahaha 💀
Hey atleast we try 🙈
A new record yay *sunnie is proud of emo* 💖 *hugsss tightttt*
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
💀 yeah, at least we try 😂😭😭😭😭 *hugs*
@emotionalTalker2260
"Trying is what matters" 😛
*keepe hugging* 💖
@emotionalTalker2260 Of course you'd be missed ❤️ but breaks are important too *hugs* sending you good vibes
@mytwistedsoul
👁👄👁
@emotionalTalker2260 😯 somebody stole your nose!
Ready for those vibes? Cause they come out of no where - like this
@mytwistedsoul
lmaooooooooo xD
@emotionalTalker2260 😁 I love the look on the cats face!
Not me crying my heart out about a problem that no one will understand..
@emotionalTalker2260 *me sitting with emo and hugging* 🤗💖
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
*hugs* 🥺
@emotionalTalker2260 🤗💖🤗
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
*cries* sunnie is always so sweet 🥺😭💖
@emotionalTalker2260 aww *hugssss*
The effect of emo's jellubeans is long-lasting, uh huh? 😛
No wonder emo is the sweetest always. 🥰💖
@emotionalTalker2260 *sits with Emo and Sun and offers hugs* ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
*hugs* 🥺💖
@emotionalTalker2260 *hugs* ❤️ I'm sorry it feels like noone would understand what has you crying 😞 but I'd like to try - if you feel comfortable talking about it ❤️ no pressure though ok?
@mytwistedsoul
I’m scared. My parents might not be able to afford the house, i cannot afford living in an apartment by myself, and I can’t deal with changes rn. If i tried adjusting to something new, I’d get lost and it would be a very broken routine. Plus, I can’t afford uni. And that means I can’t get a better payong job that is my dreams :/
@emotionalTalker2260 Oh man 😞 Tbh I really do understand why you're scared. That's alot to have on your plate and alot to worry about. Change can be hard to deal with even on good days and when we're struggling with things - that change can be totally overwhelming and our routines are often a source of comfort for us *hugs* ❤️
Gosh - rents are expensive for apartments. Would you be able to tolerate a room mate? I can also understand if not - it would be hard to share space with someone. Are there any scholarships you could try for? Do they offer student housing? Would you be able to take a course or two each semester? I mean - I'm sure it's not the best solution but you would still be taking steps towards your dream
Sorry for all the questions
@mytwistedsoul
*hugs soul*
i mean, I would like my boyfriend to get a job so we can afford to live together 😕
i do not really want to live with a stranger. And housing at universities also cost money
@emotionalTalker2260 I can understand that - I wouldn't want to live with a stranger either. I'm sorry - I didn't know that you have to pay to stay at the university - I'm kind of - well - dumb when it comes to that stuff. I kind of assumed if you pay tuition you could get a room there 😟
It makes complete sense that that would be the best solution! Have you tried talking with him about it? Would he be open to the idea?
@mytwistedsoul
I mean, I'm willing to talk to him, but it's hard for him to get a job due to seizures and his disabilities prevents him from certain jobs :/ but, if he wants to build a gaming pc, he needs a job anyways 💁♀️
@emotionalTalker2260 That does add a degree of difficulty to things 😕 are there any resources available for him? Assistance programs he might be able to get? I mean - its not the best solution but it's something that wouldn't have to be forever - just a stepping stone right now. With the seizures - that would be something he'd have to be careful of work wise so they don't get triggered but yeah if he wants to build a gaming PC - omg they're expensive 😅
@mytwistedsoul yay three's a partyyy *passes a comfy cushion* 🤗
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou Yay! 😊 *takes cushion and gets comfy* ❤️
🍕🍪 😁
@mytwistedsoul weeeweee❤ *noms and shares 🍪🍕*
@emotionalTalker2260
Just remember you're someone special! ❤️
@GoldenNest2727
Awww nest 🥺💖 I know I'm special, and I won't let the world say no to me being special