[TW] Emo’s little emotional corner 🥲
Possible trigger warnings: death, sh
read at your own risk I guess
🥲 I know this month isn’t as bad as last month, but I still feel so awful. I know I have been sh free for 3 months but as the days go by some are getting harder and harder not to go back to old habits, UnU I wish my nana was still around. ☹️ I miss her so much 😢 ever since she passed away my mental health was never the same, it got so bad and it’s better now but my depression is terrible.. some days I feel like I’m falling deeper into the hole of depression while climbing out at the same time. 😢 and here’s me complaining about headaches when I literally do nothing about them. 🥲 what I learnt from today is try not to laugh lots with a headache as it makes it worse. I’m also sad today ☹️ I graduate high school soon and lose a whole network of irl support ☹️ so sad
Tw
When you have an overwhelming need to hit your head into a wall..
@emotionalTalker2260
That is super cute! I've watched a few minutes of it (please don't tell anyone).😊
*unwinds the stressball*
Tw - emotional abuse
😖 literally just woke up with being screamed at.. I literally said nothing i was fast asleep.. and no I’m crying my heart out.. like who even.. who even threatens to kick their own child out of the house when they can’t even afford renting a small-ass apartment..
@emotionalTalker2260 *hugs Emo* it's a horrible way to wake up😞 I'm so sorry you're going through everything you are right now ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
*hugs soul*
@emotionalTalker2260
That would've scared me to death. Sent my heart racing, my adrenaline spiking. Forget about the threat, don't wake me like that because I'll immediately either think you're hurt and need help or you're a killer trying to get me. It's an awful feeling either way that takes ages to wear off. What were they thinking, waking you in such a manner? Big hugs, Emo.
@GoldenNest2727
*hugs* I don’t honestly know why they are mad at me 🥺 I literally did nothing wrong-
@emotionalTalker2260
can relate with that emo :(
I am so sorry to hear that an amazing loving caring person like you is going through it
*hugsssss* *sends strength to get through it*
@tidyHickory3283
Meet the reason why I'm nice..
@emotionalTalker2260
can't see it xD 🙈
@emotionalTalker2260
aw the threatening and screaming is just not justified. :/ I hope you can sleep well soon emo, you do not deserve this. we are here for you ❤️
@theriverissinging
thanks river 🥺💖 I’ll eventually pass out..
@emotionalTalker2260
I really hope it does not get to the point you have to pass out to just sleep :(
@theriverissinging
thats a bit of a too late, I’ve been passing out from being tired for a few weeks, all because an adult wants to act like a toddler and scream swear words in the middle of the night
@emotionalTalker2260
wow that sounds quite inconsiderate of them, adding to the fact that it's abusive. is there anything at all that helps you sleep without having to be in such a state? 😞 how about your plushies? 😮
@theriverissinging
I have stitch and I’m listening to music till i pass out so i can cover the swearing over.
@emotionalTalker2260 aw hugs if okay
@theriverissinging
*hugs* that gif is uber adorbs 🥺💖
They hate me.. they hate me.. *is super invisible*.. is stitch really my only friend 😭 I don’t think i like people.. I don’t recognise anyone..
Hehe
@emotionalTalker2260 Aw I hope there's no one that hates you, because #1 hate is a very strong word and #2 Someone would have to have a really terrible taste, to not like emo, one of the most easily lovable people (speaking from experience 😛) I've ever come across. 💖 It's a "them" fault really, not being able to recognize your wonder-self. We can only try for such people to not mess with our vibe, not worth it, aye? *shoooos all the meanie thoughts away*
*hugs super tight* 💖
Sometimes people can be too much though, very very very much understandable, so it's okie for emo to take their time and continue doing their best at holding on. 🤗
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
*hugs sunnie*
@emotionalTalker2260
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
🥺 that looks like the hugs i need..
@emotionalTalker2260 Aw extra-comfy-koala-cuddle-hugs for Emooo!🤗💖
@emotionalTalker2260 hey i am so proud of you for how far you've come!!! Congratulations for your graduation. you've done amazing and you are so brave to share about your problems with us. i am sure your nana must be very proud of you as well if you need more support do talk to me i will try my best to support you!!
Only have a tiny thing to say..
Hidden message that no one else can see 👀
Tw: Abuse and neglect and drugs, death
just a list of the crap i deal with
No wonder why I’m in such a pissy mood. And no wonder why i hate people. I’m sick of all the shit people throw at me. And I hate my childhood. Like who the fuck feeds a toddler alcohol- and locks them in their room because they are fucking hungry. They could’ve also fed me drugs at that point. I mean, they were always high, not taking care of me and just not there. If my mum was still alive, I would’ve been dead from the neglect i went through. I know too much. I even know that my mum was sexually abused- who even knows, I could’ve been too. I still hear my mum’s screams. I often refuse to remember the crash, but I remember bits and pieces. All my emotions are catching up with me still. I used to be completely emotionless. I mean, the time i had to get stitches in my forehead from a kindergarten accident, i was apparently laughing the whole time. Like WHAT THE FUCK. Thats just fucked up. Sometimes i wish my mum was still alive, so my life could’ve ended.
a sheet that explains the consequences of being neglected as a child: The effects of neglect
Smh, not the urge of swearing at people. I’m in a super aggressive mood and i want to fight people. Not the first time this happened. But this is how I ended up getting bullied for 7+ Years, all because i swore at people, and tried to fight them. Note I’ve never been in a physical fight except for one or two in primary school. I hit one person over the head with a bag that had a golf ball in it. They forgave me. And the other is a complete asshat, hit them with my library bag and kicked them after they hit me 🙃 and the one time i stabbed a classmate in the knee with a pencil. I mean, I’ve been sent to another class for breaking rules many and many times. Most of them was when i was in year 1-2 and then there was the suspensions in high school when i was in year 7-8. Still wondering how the fuck i was allowed to become a student leader in year 10-12 💀 anyways, i fucking hate people once again. I can’t be a jellybean 24/7, i have a dark side. And it’s out once again.. and i always make enemies while in this mood.. so I’m sorry if i argue at you, try to fight and what not. I wish i could control it. But I can’t 😭 I’m a true asshole. And I’m not sure if I’ll ever be able to achieve my dream job.. idk why i have always thought about throwing myself into emergency services since i was a child when I’m snappy af and i have hurt people in the past.
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
sunnie 🥺💖
@EmoRex *rawr's at emo* 😛💖
