[TW] Emo’s little emotional corner 🥲
Possible trigger warnings: death, sh
read at your own risk I guess
🥲 I know this month isn’t as bad as last month, but I still feel so awful. I know I have been sh free for 3 months but as the days go by some are getting harder and harder not to go back to old habits, UnU I wish my nana was still around. ☹️ I miss her so much 😢 ever since she passed away my mental health was never the same, it got so bad and it’s better now but my depression is terrible.. some days I feel like I’m falling deeper into the hole of depression while climbing out at the same time. 😢 and here’s me complaining about headaches when I literally do nothing about them. 🥲 what I learnt from today is try not to laugh lots with a headache as it makes it worse. I’m also sad today ☹️ I graduate high school soon and lose a whole network of irl support ☹️ so sad
😕 now my parents are forcing me to do a Uni/Tafe course that i don't even want to do.. all i wanted was a gap year so i could get money behind me.. not some stupid course that my parents want for me.. this is just ***.. ☹☹☹☹
😀 I’m so friggen tired 😀 i hate the after effects of breakdowns.. ahaha, 2 hours if feeling like crap is so tiring, its been way over 12 hours since that and I’m still so *** tiredddd, anyways..
gooodddd newwwsss 😃 (@Sunisshiningandsoareyou) me bought 2 pikachu shirts and another pair of pikachu socks 😛
😞 my mum didn’t let me buy pikaplushie 😞😞😞 me wanted plushie
😀 I wish my house was more of a home and with nicer parents that don’t criticise me, gossip about me, force me to do a course I don’t even want to do noting i wanna take a *** gap year 😀
Also note: me bought Bluetooth headphones too 😮 so yeah, i guess i have some nice handy things.
2 shirts, one pair of socks and a pair of headphones that are wireless but also can be wired too 😀
😀 crap, i did emotional shopping again..
@emotionalTalker2260 yay on pika shirts and pair of socks, me is happy for emo and hopes you get to buy a pikaplushie soon also *hugss* ❤
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
😈 *totally was not about to go online shopping for a plushie*
@emotionalTalker2260 lol 😈online shopping for the win! go for it 😛
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
😀 my parents are gonna hate me for buying 2-3 plushies, so i may as well buy a nice dress while im at it too smh smh
😀 I officially give up trying to be happy, i always get hurt every time..
sleep is overrated today :( i haven't had a proper sleep since yesterday and i only slept for like 1 hour and 40 minutes today.. yet i am stupid enough to go play just dance when in fact i should really be sleeping.. smh. i am soooo tired ಥ_ಥ
ಥ_ಥ I ended up having 2 hours and 40 mins sleep but my depression is hitting me hard rn, I feel like a nobody, i need and want to cry but I can’t so heres me with a tension headache and a bit chocked up X).. this is why I shouldn’t skip sleep because I become very depressed.. I don’t feel well either ☹️ I feel the same way as i did with my last breakdown, it left me feeling ill for a whole day. ☹️ I am also slightly shaking lol, and it’s summertime where i am ☹️ My face feels like it has next to no colour in it.. my hands are a bit speckled (anxiety sign) 😢 I don’t like this..
Emo wants safe hugs 🥺🥺
@emotionalTalker2260 ((safe comfort hugs))
@theriverissinging
🥺 *hugs jaggu* thank you 🥺🥺💕
@emotionalTalker2260 * sending safest hugs to emo * :0 ❤❤
@Aikyaa01
🥺💕 *hugs*
@emotionalTalker2260 me hopes all anxiety and depression shoo away soon ❤
@Aikyaa01
🙁 it’s just depression and thank you 🥺💕
@emotionalTalker2260 , aww ;-;
You're welcome. ❤
@Aikyaa01
💕💕💕
Imagine dragons- zero
Let me tell you what it's like to be a zero, zero
Let me show you what it's like to always feel, feel
Like I'm empty and there's nothing really real, real
I'm looking for a way out
Hello, hello
Let me tell you what it's like to be a zero, zero
Let me show you what it's like to never feel, feel
Like I'm good enough for anything that's real, real
I'm looking for a way out
🙁 this is what me feels like
And I'm right on the middle mark
I'm just in the tier of everything
That rides below the surface
And I watch from a distance seventeen
And I'm short of the others dreams
Of being golden and on top
It's not what you painted in my head
There's so much there instead of all the colors that I saw
But life ain't what it seems
Oh, everything's a mess
They lead me to believe
That everything's a mess
I wanna dream
Leave me to dream
Oh, the prettiest of lights
That hang the hallways of the home
And the cries from the strangers out at night
They don't keep us up at night
We have the curtains drawn and closed
But life ain't what it seems
Oh, everything's a mess
And all these sorrows I have seen
They lead me to believe
That everything's a mess
I wanna dream
Leave me to dream
To keep me from seeing
Everything is actually a mess
But now I am leaving
All of us were only dreaming
Everything is actually a mess
But life ain't what it seems
Oh, everything's a mess
And all these sorrows I have seen
They lead me to believe
That everything's a mess
I wanna dream
Leave me to dream
I’m so mad 😀 guess who is being forced to study a course they absolutely hate so much.. yeah not me..
my mother is literally making me study early childhood so she could get money from the *** government ☹️ And in the process, my wishes were ignored, i wanted to take a *** gap year.. not study a course I don’t even want to do..
I hate everything
i hate my house
i hate all the crappy things that has happened
i hate my depression and anxiety
i hate myself 😀
and i hate when I’m forced to make decisions on things I don’t even want
:P @Sunisshiningandsoareyou
:P me is back hehehe, me wanted to let you know :D
@emotionalTalker2260 awww me loves this gif!! 🥺and this special tag! sooo happy to see Emo backk🤗❤ *koala sloth hugs*
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
😛 funny thing about that gif, I’m actually watching the movie where it comes from
and yeyyyyy *koala sloth hugs*
@emotionalTalker2260 hehe sweet xD *sending popcorn and jellybeans*
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
*noms popcorn* 😛
@emotionalTalker2260
😛 emo is watching Detective Pikachu
😀