I have dysphoric feelings over not my gender but my body parts???

For like ever i've felt very lost and confused. I talked to counsellors and therapists about this and it made me really uncomfortable because they kept saying all women felt like this in their life sometimes. But i don't really think so ive felt like this for so so long.

I dont like my genitals like at all they make me so uncomfortable. everytime im reminded of them i feel gross. Sometimes i would have very randomly depressing days where i would describe it as feeling "womanly" or "pregnant" this was when i was in elementary school by the way LOL. and i don't know if anyones ever really experienced this that i know of? I'm okay with being a woman im comfortable like that but i hate having genitals i dont want them. I would sometimes wish for a males genitals or feel like i would secretly have one, i just had to wait. Other times i would wish for no genitals at all.

i know its really confusing but i just want to be heard a bit. I feel kind of wrong for feeling like this at all like ive never even heard of this myself.