Narcisist father
I'm sorry but I must say it... I hate my father. He doesn't respect me at all, he seems to be sweet but I reality he just manipulates everyone about him. He knows the damage that he does still he is very smart to get away without consequences, he is also very clever to look like the victim always.
I want to say first and foremost that you are completely valid in your feelings. A lot of people seem to have the “oh family is family” “but he’s your dad” or “not everyone has parents” that’s something I’ve seen a lot of people say minimizing and even enabling behavior. You are completely allowed to not like your father even want nothing to do with him. You know what you’re feeling and narcissists are a complete nightmare. They’re truly human demons who have no joy unless it’s at the misery of others. I pray that you are safe and find an out soon. Don’t let him crush your spirit and the sparkle that makes you wonderful. Remember he pushes because deep down his miserable with himself and doesn’t want you to know the true power you have. He wants to create the illusion of control over you. But once he loses that power over you he’s going to be nothing but a pathetic hallow she’ll.
Please please look into the NarcDaily channel on Youtube! It helped me immensely. I went through it. Be the one that got away.
Best wishes 💛
Sorry that you have to go through that, be strong and focus on your study you will get through it one
Hi KoalaC, I’m so sorry to hear you’re dealing with a narcissistic parent: I know that feeling all too well. The best thing you can do for yourself during this time, as I assume moving out is not an option, is to surround yourself with supportive friends and family (if applicable) who can provide you a sense of belonging. I know it’s hard to be stuck in a toxic household, but I promise you that things will get better even if there appears to be no hope right now. Your voice is heard and we all see you: you are not alone and there are people both online and in person who are more than happy to support you any way they can. Stay strong and take care of yourself❤️