unwanted and alone for cupsgiving here
to be with my family with hopefully a new addition 
@FaithG so fed up of everyones feelings BUT mine mattering, I don't even want to be with my family anymore with the way I am treated. So done trying
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😁 surprisingly
hurts so very much
🙃
🙂😔😰 those are the three. First bc it's the time for good food and family and stuff, second bc holidays aren't much fun to me anymore due to depression and my favorite uncle won't be coming to thanksgiving this year and my cousin's dog that I loved died months ago but nobody ever bothered to tell me, and third because I get super super anxious about all the food and attention + more depression and crying
always alone during the holidays. All of my family is gone.
@angrybadger Awwwwwww...
*hugs*
😐 honestly I don't really particularly care about the holidays since I don't celebrate Christmas and my family doesn't do much for thanksgiving. While I like christmas lights, I live right by a very popular mall in the area so god help us with the traffic this time of year. I do like New Years though
mixed emotions, happy this is my first year away from home and im finally cooking for myself. sad, because i am alone and nobody to share it with...
