Where is Azure Pond? - General update * PS : I didnt know where else to post! *
TW - mentions of anxiety and PTSD
Hello !
This is just a quick update from my end — my lazy self thought it’s easier to write one message and tag you all. I’ve seen your messages and I will reply. Thank you for loving me and checking up on me… it really means a lot 🥹
I just wanted to let you know that I’m not avoiding anyone. I’ve been struggling with PTSD and anxiety, and some days are tougher than others so I decided to take a little break. Then, as if that wasn’t enough, I had a bad anxiety episode that caused tachycardia (Ikr ? Bad lungs, bad heart… does anything in this body work? This is why I prefer being a pond lol😂) To top it off, I fell down the stairs so now I’m rocking a sprained ankle and a forehead wound. Truly, I’m having the time of my life… woohoo… But nothing to worry, I’m healing and slowly getting better. I just feel bad that I haven’t been responding individually, so this is me letting you all know I’ve seen your messages, I appreciate you and I’ll reply soon.
And before I end this, I want to say something : your kindness and the way you check in on me remind me that even on the hardest days that I’m not forgotten. Healing feels a little less lonely when you know there are people holding you in their thoughts and prayers. Every message has been like a small light and I’m walking slowly but surely toward brighter days✨
Love you all💕
PS – My grandmother sends her love to all of you. I told her I was writing a message to my friends.
tags in random order- @GreenLime3141 @7Bear7 @BastionKnight @mytwistedsoul @Creamyyy @Tulipsmile @jesusredeemedme2425 @cyanessence @querencia798
@azurePond take all the time you need 😊
@sadcat13 Thank you so much, Sadcat 💙. The GIF is soo cute!! (it also makes me feel a lil sad for the cat .. I hope the cat in the GIF gets well soon, too )
@azurePond you both need a big nap and a movie marathon 😊
Ooh can I join????? <3
@azurePond
🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷Hello my friend Pond🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷🌷
I'm so happy to hear from you and I hope you be okay soon . Your absence was really felt 🥺and many of us were worried about you. I'm so sad to hear about everything you've been going through🌷🌷but I'm so happy that you've reached out. Thank you so much for this message 🌷🌷I understand that some days are tougher than others🥺and it's completely okay to take a break when you need to 🌷🌷
Your ability to be so open and honest about your struggles is incredibly brave. It shows just how strong you are. Please take all the time you need to heal. Don't feel bad about not replying to message🥺 We're all here for you, and your well being is what matters most 🙏
Healing is a journey, not a race. You're not alone in this. every message is a form of support from someone who cares about you 💖 💖 and every prayer is a hand holding yours 😇 We love you and we're here to support you every step of the way. We can't wait to see your bright return when you're ready 😉🥺Sending you lots of love and strength🥺🌷🙏I'm so proud of you 🤗
@Azurepond 
@Tulipsmile 
@Tulipsmile Hello Tulip, thank you for this incredibly kind and beautiful message. Your words feel like a warm hug. Thank you for reminding me that healing is not a race ( I have a bad habit of making everything a race and trying to rush ) . Your love and support means a lot. Love you too <3
@azurePond
Ohhhhhh pond 🌷🌷🌷🌷✨✨✨my pleasure ✨✨✨😇💕welcome back again my friend
I'M REALLY SORRY POND! This sounds like a lot. I really hope you're able to take care of yourself and giving yourself some grace. My prayers are with you. Hope you heal faster and feel better soon. You can take your time. Don't worry about responding. I am just happy to hear from you. Please know that I'm here for you, I remember you almost everyday and I am sending you my love and hugs.🫂❤️
@querencia798 Oh Anika, thank you so much. I am really trying to be kind to myself and your understanding helps me more than you know. I hope things are going well on your end. I am always rooting for you. Remember that. I'll reply to your messages properly soon. Please take care of yourself as well.
So good to hear back from you Pond 🥺❤️ I hope you get back to your full strength and feel much better. I am going alright. Stressed. Panicked. I feel dull. I'm going on. I miss you. I'm here and I'll be waiting for you. You take care too. Talk to you soon.🫂
@azurePond Sending you love 💗🌸
@BlueDarkAurora 
@azurePond 💖
@BlueDarkAurora 
Remembering you and sending you love, peace and healing energies.🫂❤️🥀
@querencia798 😍
Only love and love to you. 🫂 Heal well. Surround yourself with comfort. Come back with a bang.
@querencia798 Thank you Anika💗
Love you, Pondie-Pond. <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 
I love you, you know. <3
Ahhhh i made myself almost cry hehe <3
Hello..... and sorry for disappearing. I've been struggling with my health and a silly mistake of mine led to an accident that's knocked me sideways so I was hospitalized. Doc says I'm going to need a bit of time to recover properly. I will get back to each of you with a reply. Again.. I am sorry for worrying you. I was away from my laptop and didn't feel comfortable asking anyone else to update you all. Someone did offer to create a new account to let my friends know but I didn't want to set that kind of precedent (And I never would ).
So thank you for all your kind thoughts, prayers and love.
(I think the title of this thread will be my legacy lol)
@azurePond
hello pond 
Oh my goodness, I am so relieved and happy to hear from you and know that you are recovering! Please please don't apologize or feel guilty about disappearing or worrying us. Your health comes first always.honestly, we all understand completely. What matters is that you are okay and resting now. The "silly mistake" that led to the accident is totally irrelevant focus only on getting better.
The doctor is right you need time to heal properly. So your only job now is to rest relax completely, and follow the doctor's orders. Take all the time you need, and don't worry about replying to anyone right away. We are all here supporting you.
Your legacy right now is getting back to full health. We'll definitely remember the thread title and laugh about it later.Sending you so much love and wishing you the quickest recovery. Just take care of yourself, and reach out only when you feel completely comfortable🌷
@azurePond
Hello..... and don't be sorry for disappearing.
It's ok, hospitals are never fun (in my experience at least.) silly mistakes happen, tho generally it's better to make them when there's not a chance of hospitalization.... Lol sorry...
I hope and pray your recovery is quick and without complications. Don't stress about replying make sure you do it at a health pace.
Ughhh, you're gonna give me more white hairs with worry 😭😂
thats perfectly fine and understandable.
I'll keep praying for you Pond, just no more silly mistakes for quite a few years okay?
OOF lol, but no I think if anything your legacy would be your wonderful poetry and all the people who enjoy it.
Sending love and prayers 🩵
Awww I’m so sorry hon… Get well soon! You’ll be up and kickin in no time <3
Also I’m wrapping you in bubble wrap from now on. You have been warned. Hehe
@azurePond
