Where is Azure Pond? - General update * PS : I didnt know where else to post! *
TW - mentions of anxiety and PTSD
Hello !
This is just a quick update from my end — my lazy self thought it’s easier to write one message and tag you all. I’ve seen your messages and I will reply. Thank you for loving me and checking up on me… it really means a lot 🥹
I just wanted to let you know that I’m not avoiding anyone. I’ve been struggling with PTSD and anxiety, and some days are tougher than others so I decided to take a little break. Then, as if that wasn’t enough, I had a bad anxiety episode that caused tachycardia (Ikr ? Bad lungs, bad heart… does anything in this body work? This is why I prefer being a pond lol😂) To top it off, I fell down the stairs so now I’m rocking a sprained ankle and a forehead wound. Truly, I’m having the time of my life… woohoo… But nothing to worry, I’m healing and slowly getting better. I just feel bad that I haven’t been responding individually, so this is me letting you all know I’ve seen your messages, I appreciate you and I’ll reply soon.
And before I end this, I want to say something : your kindness and the way you check in on me remind me that even on the hardest days that I’m not forgotten. Healing feels a little less lonely when you know there are people holding you in their thoughts and prayers. Every message has been like a small light and I’m walking slowly but surely toward brighter days✨
Love you all💕
PS – My grandmother sends her love to all of you. I told her I was writing a message to my friends.
tags in random order- @GreenLime3141 @7Bear7 @BastionKnight @mytwistedsoul @Creamyyy @Tulipsmile @jesusredeemedme2425 @cyanessence @querencia798
@azurePond Feel free to tag anyone who’s been asking the void about the whereabouts of Azure Pond… I’ll be back soon <3
@azurePond @Amanda84
Im so happy to hear from you. I was concerned/ wondering. We definitely missed you here - your warmth and supportive nature, your reflections and insights.
Im obviously sad to know youve been going through a rough time, a bit of a roller coaster, one problem springing up after another. (Sometimes life can give these extremes to bring out the extremes of strength within us?)
But gosh do I love your humor midst all the suffering - it shows youre not defeated and won't be.
The fact that you're healing is very promising. May you continue to blossom and shine ✨️
@azurePond
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Thank you @Creamyyy. I have missed everyone here more than I can say and hearing that I was missed just fills my heart. You have perfectly described my "roller coaster" and thank you for noticing the humour, sometimes it is the only thing that keeps me going! <3
@azurePond
*Stands down the search party and instead breaks out the 'Get Well Soon' bunting*
Very pleased to hear from you AzurePond. Your absence has been keenly felt and i am sure we all share the same ardent wish to have you once more amongst us. Rest up, and no more cartwheels down staircases! We have missed you.
@BastionKnight Sir Knight, Please tell the search party I appreciate their service. I promise to leave the stairwell cartwheels to the professionals from now on. Seriously, thank you. Your message, both the hilarious image and the very kind words, means an enormous amount.
Pondie-Pond!!!! <3
Ditto what Basti said. No more cartwheeling down staircases. ;)
We love you and we miss you! Feel better soon <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 Yes ma'am yes. No cartwheeling down the stairs anymore.
Love you, sis. Missed you more <3
biggggg huggies <3
@jesusredeemedme2425 🫂💓
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@azurePond I'm so sorry you're having a hard time 🙁please take your time, and rest well, we're all here for you ❤️ You're truly precious 💝 Sending loads of love to you! 🐾💕
@fossilfellow Thank you for your support and love, fossil fellow <3
@azurePond ❤️❤️❤️
@azurePond
Hello my friend! I guess life is really taking the sledgehammer to the head, heart, and ankles. I am glad you're recovering, tho very sorry you have so much to recover from. Do take you time when you start responding, don't rush of be overwhelmed, but you already know that I guess. You're still in my prayers Pond, I just got some more specifics to mention now. Thanks for holding on and being strong, that's more than what all people can give.
A pond a pond a pond so blue
The sky rains and weeps tragedy for you
But sky's will clear and sun will set
You'll turn from blue to Golden hue
Sending hugs love and prayers! 🩵
@7Bear7 
Thank you so much, Bear. Your message and that beautiful poem really meant a lot to me. I'm taking things slow, just like you said. Your prayers and support give me so much strength. Talk to you properly soon. 
@azurePond It's so nice too see you! I was wondering how you were and hoping you were alright but gees louise no more parkour for you ok?! Seriously though I'm glad you're on the mend. We're going to have to put you in bubble wrap too! I have admit seeing the search party @BastionKnight put together I would have liked to be in with that crew! 😂 Sending love to you and your grandma. Take care of yourself! 💜
@mytwistedsoul It's so nice to be seen! Thanks for the laugh, Soul. I guess my parkour days are over. The bubble wrap - my dad's already on that mission. Thanks a million for the love and the well wishes. Talk soon! <3
@azurePond Tell your dad it's cheaper to buy in bulk!
@mytwistedsoul Dont give him hope about cheap stuff.. He always complains I am his most expensive kid .spoiler alert : its not the Balenciagas and Prada bags.. it is the HOSPITAL BILLS.. I have a fever ..BAM!! I am immediately on life support... I had pneumonia ..I had COVID... even that that one time I had tooth ache and they had to do a dental surgery to take out my milk teeth because somehow my new teeth was growing inside my gums?..like waaa... So..the bubble wrap is probably the cheapest thing that he will ever spend his money for me.
@azurePond Hospital bills are definitely expensive! Does he blame his grey hairs on you too? 😅
@mytwistedsoul Nah he just dyes them and stay young foreverrrr.... like a vampire (without the sparkles)
@azurePond Omg 😳 definitely no sparkles! 😂😂
@azurePond 😂😂😂😂 I'm so sweetie I'm not laughing at the falling down the stairs part😂😂 honestly😂😂😂 my poor lil pond you've been having fun I see💖😁💖 take your time we are all here for you, when your ready to come back 💖 hugs you tightly 💖I love you 💗
@Tinywhisper11 Honestly I even laughed right after it happened. I hit the floor, said "I think I fell", laughed and then fainted. So we are definitely on the same page lol. Thank you for the hugs and all the love. I love you too, Tiny. *hugs *💖
Bahahahaha that’s hilarious XD