lost and alone
@flowerPower91 * Puts her hand on flower's shoulder*
@Totheskyandbeyond Thank you
@flowerPower91 =D =D =D
I am feeling fine but a little bit nervous though...
Content today
Kinda stressed. I live mostly a stress - free life but today is bugging the hell out of me and IDK why.
All good so far.
Cold .. I got stuck in the rain! Hope everyone is happy and well
Sleepy, but confident nonetheless. I think people are starting to react positively to me and my kind confidence. IDK I'm growing a lot right now, and I feel like nothing can stop my. I am afraid of growing cocky though so I just want to stay humble and be positive.
Today I am feeling sad. I feel alone and anxious. I am waiting for. Biopsy result so I am worried. I also ha e not motivation for my job and feel like I'm not being valued at work. Which makes it hard because I feel undervalued and horrible at home. I am stressed because of the bills I have to pay before leaving th job and stressed to have to wait for the lab work I cry all the time and feel like I haven't been my self in over 2years :(. I have slept well, my stress has caused me to gain so much weight and I feel like my worst self.
Sad, confused, angry
Today I'm feeling extreme mental pain and anguish as I struggle with the demons that just won't relent about how once my bestie is really gone it just proves how unlovable I've always known deep down I am and always will be.