Weary. Tired of being sick and trying to get better. Disheartening to try this drug and that and have to give up and try anew. Weary of feeling like crying in the morning for no reason. Exhausted of the emotional toll. Not sure I will ever be me again. Wishing I was ignorant of my diagnosis and not having to face the fight of getting better.
Trapped. Lost. Hurt. Anxiety. Lonely.
Extremely stressed, depressed and tired of everything.
I wish I had a proper support system or at the very least a therapist or counsellor to turn to because I rather talk than text right now but I gave up therapy last year since my mother kept conplaining about how expensive it is. I feel sick to my stomach and I just want someone to talk to and understand. I feel like none of my friends or family can do that for me and I feel so alone right now.
@DolphinsRLife99 if you ever want to talk Im here. I know it wont be face to face but as least talking it out through text will be easier then keeping all your feelings bottled up inside you.
Sick and lonliness overthinking of something that i will never get answers to i am only doing rhis to myself . Having people to talk to only covers the wound temperarly its like waves of emotions that crash hard on the desereted beaches of my mind feeling every inch of my body tense up while raining down in tears to only stop to catch life for a spit second all calm . Until ...
Neeh help. Feeling Lonely and depressed.
Today I feeling nervous, scared, tired but ok.
I go on a trip tomorrow a few hours away from my house in a big populated city. Im going with a few a group from School. I am so nervous because my fear is that Im going to get lost. There will be so many people there and Im scared.
Other then that Im good, tired because getting up early for school stinks haha.
Hope everyone else is having a great day! :)
good better than before
Healthy and proud. Less than five minutes ago, I was lonely and angry. About a year ago, I cut all ties with the toxic people in my life. This meant moving to another state and significantly reducing contact with my family. While I was washing dishes about thirty minutes ago, I was growing frustrated with what led me to this. Then I began to feel compassion for myself. I identified and validated my feelings. As hard as it is, I made the right decision to walk away and take control of my life..
In complete and utter shock at my new diagnosis.
sad and anxious
alone and depressed
I have no one to love. I feel like life has no meaning
