Anxious about being angry
ALONE.
Tired and frustrated
Scared
Awful. The presentation I made at work today sucked. I'm so used to being so charismatic, funny, and informative when I make presentations at work. To fall flat today and sound so nervous made me feel terrible, especially when one of my colleagues' pressntations right after me went so well. I'm just frustrated with my life right now.
That being said, I needed this. I haven't made a presentation in months and failing and falling flat is something I needed to do. I needed it becasue I can learn from it and do it better next time. My last presentation was in college, and to know that I, althougth not to my extrememly high standards for presentations, made one today, it shows that I'm on the way toward living the life that I want to live.
In short, I lost the battle, but I'm absolutely going to win the war.
useless l feel nothing is worthy
strong yet fragile and about to cry into my sleepy bear stuffed animal.
Overburdened with work
Hopeless.
unproductive