Better
Needy
A sense of dread and anxiousness. I'm a very passive person, and I like to give people the benefit of the doubt. I've had someone working on my car, and because I can be naive sometimes, I gave this person money for parts and labor to fix my vehicle. They said it would be a few days to get the parts in. It has been almost a week, and I have not heard from them. I called with no answer. They haven't even called with an update. My spouse was upset that I naively gave the labor part of the payment, as they hadn't worked on the car yet, but I felt they've done work previously already and I figured they said three days, so I just handed it over expecting work to be done in three days but nothing. Now, I am feeling dread, as I know my spouse will ask again if the mechanic has called, and I just feel so dumb. Every day that goes by I feel dread that I'm getting jipped, and I hate that feeling because I try to see the good in people before judging and I was upset that my spouse judged this person immediately but now maybe they were right and my naive self was so compeltely wrong. This person is family of family, so i was really trying to avoid confrontation, but it may come to that if they don't start getting back with me at least for an update, and all I can feel right now is dread.
Cold - lots of snow here!
Like I made a bad decision, once again.
At first excited for the interview I have today. Then upset with my mom.. I am getting better..
Today i am having mixed feelings....
I'm feeling lazy and numb 😢😩😰
Nothing, but I cried and I'm not okay. My boyfriend broke up with me because he didn't have feelings anymore. I still love him though... damn
A little anxious
