Good, lighter. A burden has been lifted.
Usually fine.. Right now sooo upset
Overwhelmed with all the programming homework I have to do.
Failed, again
another rejection .. from work
Sad
@Avaray *hugs*
@AmalieAnne thanks my little friend those hugs felt good xx
Sending some back ❤
@Avaray grazie
@AmalieAnne ❤❤
@Avaray Can you say why you feel sad? Normally it has a purpose, other times not though.
@AmalieAnne xx i had my therapy session with my psychologist this afternoon and i feel safe there and ive learnt i can trust him. Then my session ends and i have to leave and do life. It puts me in a strange zone and i realised i actually miss talking to him and i also realise i haven't really had a missed feeling for such a long time.... And something about all of that and those first hours after therapy make me sad and abit lost for some reason..x
@Avaray With your psychologist you have both been on a journey together than continues to be difficult perhaps more different than you thought at the start. That has to build a strong relationship but if I can be rather rude, it is not real life in many ways. To me at least the great sadness is the inability to feel the missed feeling, now you have it I see that as a good thing. Plus the great thing about being lost is it means you have to then find your way again by going by what you recognise. I think that you had a good session with your psychologist but that is just my thinking. If I am wrong, sorry but *hugs* I hope those feeling go away soon and nicer ones start to come in.
@AmalieAnne thanks Amalie... You are right sometimes realising that you haven't felt things for so long, that can be abit unsettling, but at least that feeling can still be accessed.
How u doing ?
@Avaray Oh I am fine this 5 minutes, in the next I will crying or angry or something else. Stupid growing up.
@AmalieAnne emotions can be all over the place especially when you're at the age you are (but even with us oldies have our emotions all over the place some times , we've just had many years of practice how to control them or hide themxx)
I'm glad you're ok even if it's for those 5 minutes my dear amazing Amalie xx you deserve to be happy xx
@Avaray If you are telling me that my emotions will be like this forever, I will not be happy although today is better I think. Although I am listening to the violin concerto in d major op. 61 iii. rondo allegro over and over again which helps.
I'm feeling ok, just have alot of housework to do, a bit overwhelmed, it's alot to keep up with but I don't get much chance to clean it because my husband sleeps during the day so I have to be quiet and stay out of the bedroom.
Anxious for no reason :/
Upset! 😡😡😡
I felt sleepy all day, but when night time came around now I feel wide awake. My sleeping schedule is all messed up rn.