I am feeling down right now. Hope it gets better as the day advance.
Dead tired
Sad
Hurt inside by the resurfacing of an old wound.
Excited for the future!
@TellMeEverything28 =D
Sick, been home with the stomach flu, I hate feeling like this it always stresses me out
Today has been a rollar coaster of emotions:
Happy, blissful, angry, hurt, scared, frustrated....on and on.
TW?:
I finally found my voice and shared something traumatic that happened ( a recent one)....
it was investigated - but dropped ( lack of evidence).
That doesn't bother me - what is so dang upsetting:
I feel like my words do not matter - like they ( childhood "they") were right to not tell.
Then....
I gathered myself up and found my voice again.
They were not right.
The point I guess is not always to make everyone beleive me - I can not control anyone.
But the point is to find mind voice and shout it out when I need to - heard or not.
I have a voice.
Now that I have reclaimed my voice back after todays drama - I am feeling stronger, more at peace....
still fighting the negatives that whisper and yell at me to beleive the worst - but I will not let them win.
I am stronger.
so , long story short:
I am feeling: STRONG.
....Sorry for the long post :p
Peaceful, satisfied maybe even grateful.
Numb and like I'm barely here.
Sad, i miss my girlfriend
