I wish I had a friend group to call my own

I always see all these people out there having fun times and making memories but if I try to reconnect with people or approach new ones...it's...they have their own lives now, ya know? You can't create bonds like that outside of a very close everyday setting like school or just living close.

But I still debate if I should give it another shot, even though I said I gave up on trying to get friends because of how predictably not committing they are. They have usually not kept their word and didn't include me in things because I was too boring, too serious, not flexible because my parents still very much control me, etc.

Idk.

Edited by Rain45 Moved to Relationship Community due to forum Re-organisation