My husband was cheating on me with a 22-year-old girl

It's just that depression is taking hold of me more and more.

There's no one around to support me, and besides, I've reached the stage where I expect someone, anyone, to come take him by the hand and kick him out.

I don't know, someone, to see that I'm supported and that I'm not alone.

Update?

I'm "bathing" myself in an indescribable depression. He's been coming home early for two weeks. I don't see her at the apartment anymore. The thing is, for two months I've been trying to do some end-of-month paperwork at the restaurant, but I can't get near the restaurant. I tried yesterday and threw up in front of the restaurant. He clearly doesn't love me anymore, but I'm not interested anymore. The kids are very happy to see him home early. Every night last night and every morning he tells me "I love you". Again, that leaves me completely cold. That's all I managed to talk to him two weeks ago and I asked him to get his thoughts in order, to be with the kids for Christmas so that we can separate next year.

We are separated by bedrooms, but I told him that starting next year we will also separate from the household chores. I don't want to wash them anymore, cook for them anymore. And to share our time with the children. I hope that next year he will leave. He is stubborn to stay. Fortunately, for me, we don't argue anymore. That's because I don't sit and talk to him anymore. I don't ask him anything anymore. And of course he doesn't confide in me anymore, because he has no one to talk to.

I just don't want to see him in the house anymore. I managed to talk to the little one a little bit, without her having such a big panic attack, to explain to her that mommy and daddy are still her parents, we will love her just as much, it's just that the two of us won't be able to be together anymore.

I'm actually screaming "inside myself" for someone to come help me. Help me. Take my hand and tell me, let's do this together.

Im very sorry you're going through this.. the pain is real, and the nice thing about this app, there are so many people here that can understand it, and truly do care.

I liked the prompt on the path part that asks you what you would say to a friend in this situation, and to write it out. And then read it to yourself, and dont forget to talk to yourself that way. With kindness and gentleness.

You're a lot stronger than you think, you being here, and you sharing your pain is a prime example of that strength.

You need to embrace yourself with love those narcs gonna make you loose yourself. You heal once you're away from them. It hurts to see that you don't know your partner

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