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User Profile: cyanessence
cyanessence May 9th, 2025

I would say I'm agnostic. I simply cannot prove or disprove the existence of God/s. I also have a bad taste in my mouth from my experiences with organised religion, but I can definitely see its value.

Lately I've been feeling more spiritual. Like I can feel the love and understanding of a higher power. It makes a lot of sense in a way, that there would be some divine force that sees and knows, and is there for all without judgement.

I'd like to explore that more, for maybe it is possible to grasp and explain divinity. I just don't really know how! I'm about to enrol in a philosophy course to help engage my mind through critical thinking, but I don't think this course explores spirituality in any direct sense.

How can one learn more about spirituality? I did consider joining a church, but I'm not really looking to solidify my faith. Rather, I'm looking for ways to gain knowledge, and find the facts. It may seem impossible, but I think it will be a good brain exercise regardless.

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User Profile: Tinywhisper11
Tinywhisper11 May 9th, 2025

@cyanessence I understand that, I've also been left with a bad taste in my mouth cause of a religious group🙁 I'm not any particular religion but I do have my beliefs and faith 💖 asking questions is a great way to gain insightful knowledge💖 also maybe just  try talking to God, gives you a giant tiny hug 💗 good luck on your spiritual journey💖

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User Profile: cyanessence
cyanessence OP May 9th, 2025

@Tinywhisper11

Thanks for your insight!

I've seen religion really help people. It helped my dad turn his life around, and he seems genuinely happy. I just think I had a bad experience with it. That being said, I also met some truly fantastic people when I was practising. I think there's a yearning to connect with like-minded individuals.

I did find myself praying for strength the other night, which is unusual for me. But it felt nice to be connecting with God, as there was no fear of judgement. I did feel better afterwards too, so I'll definitely try it again!

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User Profile: Tinywhisper11
Tinywhisper11 May 9th, 2025

@cyanessence 💖💖💖

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User Profile: jacek73
jacek73 May 9th, 2025

@cyanessence

In my very personal opinion philosophy might be too much about brain exercise and empty statements, while religions are too much about money and power of ruling the human crowd. And they both give me cold shivers (I am not religious, but not agnostic, too).

I think the spirituality is something in between. You don't have to find it through wise academic books. It's alive and constantly evolving. And it keeps coming back to you: while you walk in the park, when you talk to a friend, or when you are at work. It requires no legal base, no operating manual and no DIY hints from YT.

But I believe some people let their spirituality grow with their personal growth. Observing changes in their lives. Reading a novel or looking at a painting. Getting to know about different religious beliefs (especially other than the one we have been poisoned with). Not treading a snail on your path until you are able to create a new one. Some people also like to read books about paranormal things, like telepathy or aura seeing.

I think the spirituality is not about any secret knowledge. It is more about our path, the choices we make every day. Finding our own values in life and truths rather than reprinting them from any social media.

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User Profile: cyanessence
cyanessence OP May 9th, 2025

@jacek73

Thanks for that perspective, I think that's really useful!

For I agree, spirituality isn't necessarily about academia or religion. It's found everywhere, in the clouds, in the birds crossing the street when they could fly, in the water that keeps you alive.

Perhaps I was too focused on definitive answers rather than genuine experience. It is a journey after all, one of growth and mindfulness. I think maybe I intellectualised it too much and began losing sight of its meaning and purpose.

I feel this really helps me grow. I want to embrace and enjoy my spirituality, and not let it be a source of frustration. I just have a particular fondness for answers, but this might be healthy for me! A way to let go and allow the light in.

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User Profile: soulsings
soulsings May 17th, 2025

@cyanessence I hear you. I have always been curious who those people that religions are based on were like in person. 

One religious figure that inspires me for open mindedness is the Dalai Lama. He says when asked "My religion is kindness." He does not try to proselytize - "Try what I say if it works for you, use it. If not, just let it go." [paraphrased]


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User Profile: LessMusical
LessMusical May 10th, 2025

@cyanessence


I would recommend that you explore Islam. It's not an organized religion. It's a way of life through submission to the one true God / creator of the universe. There are many good sources for exploring Islamic arguments; which are very, very compelling. MuslimLantern is a good channel. I invite you to explore Islam. 


In Islam we have this concept called fitrah that is the natural inclination of our uninfluenced selves to seek God. Perhaps fitrah is working in you to direct you to God and his messages. 

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User Profile: cyanessence
cyanessence OP May 11th, 2025

@LessMusical

Hey, thanks for the direction! I will definitely check that out.

This really is an exercise in exploration. I'm excited about what I can learn.

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User Profile: Creamyyy
Creamyyy May 11th, 2025

@cyanessence I'm a muslim .. and I just want to say there are many different versions of Islam out there.... be careful... please don't jump to any conclusion about the faith till you study it rightly.. when I started learning about it I met all sorts of people and resources and a lot of them were misguided.... and I kept rejecting them because they didn't appeal to my common sense.... till i found the version that clicked with me... I recommend this group if you're interested to explore: https://www.ghamidi.org/ the quran is the book of the Muslims- here's the best translation of it ive come across https://al-mawrid.net/eshop/en/text-books/149-al-bayan-english-complete-set-gift-box.html

In a nutshell.... belief in God has to be chosen from intellect... many quran verses tell you that.

Best wishes on your journey and keep us posted ❤️

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User Profile: cyanessence
cyanessence OP May 12th, 2025

@Creamyyy

I appreciate the caution. I'll do my best to remain discerning. And I'll check out what you linked, thanks for that ^^

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User Profile: Helgafy
Helgafy May 17th, 2025

@cyanessence

Just a short reply. Why don't you start to read "the gospel of John" in the Bible. Very nice reading about the "Word" (Jesus Christ) who first was with God and became flesh. We know that words are very powerful, God just said words in the beginner and they became heaven and earth, light etc.

Good luck to you!

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User Profile: cyanessence
cyanessence OP May 18th, 2025

@Helgafy

Will check it out now!

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