[What Do I Do?] I want to confront someone, but I'm scared...

I don't know their way of thinking and might misunderstand

Then you're the bad one who's getting involved .

It's not scary. It's exhilarating and gives me a thrill. I can only feel a little bit guilty afterwards when I have stood up for myself, but I know that we have to stand up for ourselves in this world - that's the only way through it

I never know what to expect

I feel scared to confront people cuz i dont know if i would accidentally offend them, and make them feel uncomfortable. Who knows i might just lose a friend bcos of this?

I scare people as I can't manage my emotions when I distressed

Everybody judges

Cause I allways make great but not real expectations in my head like "oh they are going to be so nice" but then reallity (wich is great usually) does not match my expectations and i feel kinda dumb and guilty

I know they look down on me.

Sometimes the hurts are very, very old to the point that you know that they are there but you no longer recall specifics (on purpose). Yet you still come in contact with the same people.