I look really tired

I look really tired... Like, I have dark circles around my eyes, I have pimples but a little bit but still... I have prominent cheekbones—my face has gotten thinner, you could say—and I have cheeks, but they’re right there with my cheekbones. I don’t know how to explain it, but my cheekbones are very prominent—you could say they’re sunken, or something like that? I don’t know, but they really stand out. (I don’t know, but I could change my profile picture to a photo of myself for a while—though I’m not going to do that just yet, because who knows, I might suddenly change my mind or something like that.) My skin is pale, my lips are pale too, and I’m just shocked by how tired I look. It seems to me that you can tell I’m tired... And I don't know how I feel about it... Well, I feel so... I don't know... I feel like I understand why I look like that I feel pity? Or something? Because I've been through much stuff and... It's not good, like... It's not good that I look like that and I need to do something about it, and I mean I need to rest and take care of myself so... I will do that. Because... That's what I need most right now.