Help
Hello, I'm Jonathan and I live in Bolivia, I'm almost 20 years old and I want to escape from my house and my family because I'm autistic and nobody wants to help me or understands me, I don't have any friends. I've never had any friends. And I'm an incel.
I live in a small informal apartment and I want to escape from my current life, I hate college and I want to escape to Canada and be far from everyone... I hate everything... and I don't have any access to professional assistance... besides I have extreme social anxiety.
I became delusional and I want to escape to Canada and play football and I want to study robotics to make my imaginary girlfriend real. I tried to email everyone and get an answer but it didn't end up working.
I'm tired to talking to ChatGPT all day, and I got banned from many places in Reddit for being off-topic.
Please tell me what to do.
Here are my main challenges:
- I'm extremely poor and don't have the resources to fund my migration.
- I have mental disabilities that make it difficult for me to seek help or access resources.
- I've tried contacting local organizations with no response.
- My situation in Bolivia is unsustainable, and I need an opportunity to start over.
I'm seeking any guidance, advice, or support that you can offer. If anyone has information on humanitarian migration programs or resources available for individuals in special circumstances like mine, I would greatly appreciate your help.
I just live due to my imaginary girlfriend. I want to study robotics to make her real.
I want to move to Toronto to play for Toronto FC, go to the Geneva Center for Autism (they don't answer my emails) and study robotics to make my imaginary girlfriend real. Please don't think I'm joking. I'm desperate.
My mom used to punch me when I was a baby and she used to give me my sister's pee to me to drink.
Thank you for taking the time to read my message, and any assistance will be tremendously appreciated.
@ImNotInCanada you know, you don't have to move far to get a better life. Perhaps a new city ❤ I think the first step, is to you in a mentally good place, before you think about theese big life changing disicions you want to make. So perhaps the first step would be to talk about all this with your doctor. Good luck sweetie ❤
@ImNotInCanada
I am very sorry to hear how you and your sister have been treated by your mother and can only imagine the suffering you're both experienced at an early age. I can understand that you want to start a new life and hope for the best for you.
Here are some free options on 7cups that might help you to find balance and prepared yourself for a new life:
- Autism Support Community (7cups.com)
- You can browse for a listener. https://www.7cups.com/BrowseListeners/ .
There are free self-help guides https://www.7cups.com/supportGuides/selfHelpGuides.php
Sharing Circle is listed as one of the Group Support rooms https://www.7cups.com/connect/groupChatrooms.php
Discussion for 50+ and mindfulness are here https://www.7cups.com/forum/50OverCommunity_193/TeamToolsandTeamUpdates_1705/50plusDiscussionsScheduleandTopics_207920/
Some people find that mindfulness helps them to cope with their challenges. You will find the mindfulness video resource library here: https://www.7cups.com/forum/MindfulnessSupportCommunity_106/ResourceLibrary_1062/2017MindfulnessVideos_72071/
I hope this helps and you will be able to find peace.