Omg I'm in tears rn BUT they're not bad tears idt. This just flowed out of me. I hadn't realized I was still holding on to all of that. I feel.... free of all THAT rn. Thank you so very much for this I hadn't realized how liberating this could feel
I have had many. To all of them, I feel and say that I know we are not all perfect, and that you, made some mistakes in your life. Some of those mistakes involved with some of the ways you treated me and to some of them, the ways that you treated me for years. Yes, it is all over now, and I to have made mistakes in my life, as we all have. it was wrong of you to abuse me so much and for so long, but, I forgive you for it all. I choose to life my life without anger, resentment, or hatred directed at you for something that was done and with some of you done for many years. I choose to go on with my life and not be focused on you. I will always feel the horrors of what happend to me, yes, and all the shame, guilt, embarrasement, and how awful it has made me feel all my whole life. But, I have forgiven all of you and have chosen to go on without you all. Yes, I have my alters with me with my DID and I have my complex PTSD, but, I am ok and I survived all that you did to me, no matter how much and how hard you tried to kill me. I am a survivor.
why? do you even regret it? i was just a fuck*ng kid. would you regret it if i told someone then, if i wasn't that afraid, would you have regreted it.?
You all were cowards to attack me alone and kill your owns baby. You are big losers, in my cries you don't win because you have lost yourselves the day you chose to attack a random girl and do whatever you did. I will cry, I will mourn, I will shout but know this I am still here alive, my soul is alive. I have so many questions to ask as in why you chose me, what was my fault in just walking in the street, etc. But, your souls have died way before you will find yourselves in he**.
@energeticThinker3129 this is powerful and hits deep 🥺🙏🏼💔❤️💯
@amoOnii
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"I just want to know why you did it. I'm not looking for an apology; I'm looking for an answer."
possibly along with
"And know that you made a BIG mistake by not finishing me off. I refuse to be your victim. I'm a survivor, and that survival is going to bite you hard one day."
My heart breaks to know so many are being assaulted and treated unfairly in the world. It shakes me to the core that we don't feel safe , where can anyone feel the safest ? Their own home , but is that what life will all be about? confined within 4 walls of our home.... no f*cking way ! Even home is not safe all the time.
What the heck 😐😐😐 no you piece of shit ,you didn't make me stronger, who the heck gave you any right to make me stronger, I was fine and would have been fine.. your pathetic words and actions weren't needed to strengthen me , you know what they did? They broke me !
I have a piece missing and I know I'll never find it again. you know what piece? That piece which believed in humanity! You snatched it away .
I hope you and all those who ever even think about harming others die before even completing that thought. You don't deserve forgiveness, you don't deserve to live, you dont ! You are a criminal , a monster and your place is buried deep underground from where you can never ever return. Just please spare the world and stop living!
I would tell him that I wish his wife and kids could see how young I am…and how I look so much like a little girl because that’s what I was. I would tell him that even if it’s not what the court decides, he deserves to go to jail and I’ve hurt so much every day even just thinking of his face and fearing his ability to manipulate himself out of trouble. I would go back in time just to show him how he hurt my body physically and then open my soul and mind up to show him how he ruined it forever.
