Just trying
trigger warning - abuse, captivity.......ive been finding it hard to deal with my trauma lately, and after a recent attempt I'm trying very hard to get to a stable place again. But I'm struggling to open up, it's so hard to ask for help when you need it the most🙁 but a friend told me to just say it even if it doesn't make sense to other people, so here I go
Cults are bad, people can be evil 😥 did you know there's still millions of slaves in the world today i can't remember the number but it's really shocking. Cage, not allowed to wear clothes, no bed, not allowed to eat human food electric shock collers, whips, sex multiple times a day from the age of 4, beatings, burns, knives, chains, fear, constant fear constant pain. Ok this is the most I've opened up in a while so I'm gonna shut up now
@Tinywhisper11 Ohhhh myyy! I'm so sorry that your trauma has resurfaced and you're struggling right now. But I wanted to tell you, I'm proud of you for opening up and letting it out! No matter how painful it might be, you still did it. You did not deserve any of what happened to you. It's immoral, evil, and wicked. I can't imagine how you feel, Tiny. But I do know, despite what you have endured in this life... you have turned out to be one of the most beautiful, strongest people I know. ❤️ You were put here for a reason, so don't ever be scared to share your story and speak out. You are remarkable and are an inspiration. Trust and believe, I will be saying a special prayer for you. I love you. ❤️
@Tinywhisper11
I cannot begin to imagine in a million years what you've gone through.
I would crumble and be in a literal ball!
The cruelty and the unfairness inflicted on you, truly breaks my heart!
Since I joint here, you bring so much happiness and laughter into my life, so much bluntness and the rudest jokes possible!
Your presence just picks me up and makes me laugh so much and youve also supported me without ever giving it a second thought!
Your capacity to care and your big heart despite everything literally blows my mind!
Your strength is unrivalled!
I'm so sorry you were in a dark place!
I just want to hug you and tell you it will be all ok, I know the sadness of something as traumatic as that is impossible to completely forget!
But I'm here for you!
I love you!
I'm thankful for all you've done for me!
♥️💕
@Tinywhisper11 You're safe here and now. I know it doesn't erase the pain or the memories but you are safe now. You're safe here too in these hallowed halls of 7Cups. No judgement, no pressure, just come as you are. We all love you Tiny. We love you on the good days, we love you harder on the bad days. But I also know that all the love in the world doesn't magically make all this disappear. It's hard when there's things you'd like to talk about but there's other things that prevent you. Shame, guilt, fear. I've always admired your spark, your resilience, your strength. I know too that a lot of trauma survivors hide behind their smiles and laughter. Deflecting with humor. It's ok to have moments when you don't feel as strong, moments where it's hard to pick yourself back up, moments where we can't find our spark. That's where friends can sometimes help ❤️❤️
@mytwistedsoul thanks angel 💖
@Tinywhisper11 ❤️
@Tinywhisper11
Despite what your mind might be telling you, you are doing great. Right here, right now. You are resilient with perseverance. You are doing it. Keep moving forward my mighty tiny. You are deserving. I am also a trauma survivor, by people I thought I could trust too. We were only children love, it was not our fault. And sometimes it’s ok to get upset and scream how unfair. But, you are BIGGER and STRONGER than what any of those people and that’s a fact!!! 💛💛
@Tinywhisper11 It doesn't have to make sense to anyone else, it makes sense to you and that's what matters. We all put in a little extra effort to understand the ones we love. And we love and appreciate you so much that your words don't have to be perfect for us to understand your pain. Even when words don't come easily, your heart still speaks and we're listening 💕
Asking for help isn't always a direct request. Sometimes it's in the small moments when you let even a little of your struggle show. This is asking for help in your own soft way. And that's enough for now, we see you 💗
So please don't be upset with yourself if opening up feels difficult. Instead be proud of how you've made it through so much and how you've carried your journey with such grace and strength 💓
@Tinywhisper11
Dear Lola 🌷🌷🌷
You are an incredibly strong and beautiful person, both inside and out. We deeply admire your courage in sharing your story, and we love you and wish you all the best. We are all here with you, supporting you on this journey to recovery.
I want to tell you something what you have been through is unimaginable, and the fact that you are still here today, speaking about your experience, is the greatest proof of your immeasurable strength. This kind of courage is not ordinary it is a light that illuminates your path and the path of others who may be going through similar experiences.
Your presence among us is a blessing 💗 🙏 and the words you shared have opened our eyes to a painful reality that millions are facing. There's no need to be afraid to express your pain or feel that your words are not understood. Every word you've said carries weight and deep meaning, and we are here to listen, to understand, and to support you with all our might 🥺💖
Please know that we are all here for you, extending our hands to help, embracing you with our hearts, and loving you for who you are. You are not alone on this journey. Every step you take towards healing is a step we take with you. Please never hesitate to speak again when you feel the need. We will always be here to be the support system you deserve 🙏 

@Tulipsmile thankyou 💖 I love you 💗
@Tinywhisper11
I love you too 
@Tulipsmile 💖💖
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Dear cutie lola , hope you have wonderful day just like you 💞 💞 💞 
@Tulipsmile thankyou😁 I hope you do too 💖💖 I just been drawing and now getting ready for nap time 💖
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Ohh wow talented 🤩 🤩 🤩
Sure have sweet nap 
Pics please hehe
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Let's eat Ice cream 🍨 🍦
@Tinywhisper11 I can't commiserate because I never lived through that but I'm glad you opened up, a lot of times I find just saying a things bothering you helps. Keep on cronching that corn of life Tiny.
@genericbeing I'm cronching🙂💖 thanks sweetie I love you 💗
@Tinywhisper11 Hey I went to the doctors today! I got medicine I have to try, and I got a referral to use 7cups. :) :)
@genericbeing a referral?? Like a free therapy thingy??
I'm so proud of you 💗💗I know how scary it can be, but you did it now you can relax and breath and take medicine😁💖 are you physically ill or is the meds for mental??? Hugs you tightly you are awsome💖
@Tinywhisper11Yes I can use 7cups for the doctors now, I need a referral to do it first. Yes anxiety meds, real stuff, I've been taking like junky stuff for like 10 years now.
@genericbeing yeah me too, but thank God for meds💖 that's really cool though I hope the federal helps you 💗 over here it's a bit different if you tell your doctor or therapist your on a mental health site they kinda lecture you on why you should not be here🙁 but my carers know how much this site helps me it was one of my carers who suggested this site in the first place💖
@Tinywhisper11 That weird that they don't want people to get help, is it because of payments or money or something?
@genericbeing they were just going on to me about you can't trust people, you don't know who your talking to and about it not being professional advice, and just how unsafe it can be🙁 but I'm like you I don't leave the care home unless it's a hospital emergency, so I don't socialize and I live with elderly folks, they are all lovely but no one any where near my age. Cups is my life line I need this placd
That’s weird how they discourage you from getting help :(
@jesusredeemedme2425 yep I know🙁 it really upset me at first, but my carers said to just not talk about it with them🙁
This is your safe space, and your place to make friends <3
@Tinywhisper11 Yes its good to have younger friends, I tend to spend a lot of time with older people too because I'm home bound with older parents. So I feel the same on occasion.
@Tinywhisper11 Big hug to Tiny :)
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Dear Lola,
I'm so sorry your on what I call the PTSD roller coaster. The ups and downs of this condition can be overwhelming. I've been there, it was almost my undoing. But with time, supporters, therapy etc I am better, and you will be too. Just keep reaching out to people here at safe 7 cups. We understand what you're going through because many of us have had to deal with major trauma. Your trauma is especially traumatic, cruel, inhuman, and unacceptable in so many ways. Remember you are incredibly strong, courageous and brave even if you don't feel like it. You're an inspiration to so many people here at 7 cups. You are loved by so many and so many people reach out to you because they want to support you in times of need. You will get through this, focus on the good, you're safe now, you can create art anytime you want, you have good caregivers and so many supporters. We all want you to be happy and successful even in the small things of life. When you're having a rough day just remember how good ice cream tastes LOL. You are loved.
Best always ABB 💕
@Tinywhisper11 Hey Lola. Your friend is given you good advice. I myself know how difficult it can feel, speaking to others, especially about certain topics. It's really good to just express yourself. Someone else might not understand or even get bothered, but that's ok. We have to overcome the worry and anticipation. Most of the time what we worry the most about doesn't really happen which is good to remember. You know you can vent to me anytime. I love you so much. You're such a good little sister to me. Have a wonderful day, friend. Devour some ice cream 💛🩷❤️
