A Raven's Eye

@lonelyandsickFede

That other thread if you are interested is:

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*** Trigger Warning*** National Child Abuse Prevention Month April 2018 : Emotional child abuse

@lonelyandsickFede

Hope you are doing okay. I think you are q fabulous person and i will always remember you. Hope ypu manage to make it back to say good bye. I wish you the best always.

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@lonelyandsickFede

you're welcome to ask questions if you like. Therr was also a whole Kodak Moment thing that would happen ...alot of gaslighting. Alot of kind headshaking over how "difficult" I was.

Goodnight.

@SpruceRaven

Hey, Raven!!!

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I don't really know which thread you read exactly, but you should really quit thinking you made things awkward for me with "friends".

They're ok, nice people and all, but I don't consider them close enough to be actual friends. We barely talked at all. And if they read this, I'm ok with it because it's the truth.

I did say I met nice people, but.. like I've told you before, I've shared my full story only with you here. You and only you. In the last few weeks I've been logging in 7cups daily mainly to check this thread and answer you.

I'm quite shocked by the efforts you always make to stubbornly convince yourself I don't like you or something like that. Seriously, stop.

WE are friends. Stop worrying so much about others.

I barely even posted anything on that thread if you're referring to the blanket fort. I was just posting short things while waiting for your posts. I was just bored.

Stop assuming you made things hard or awkward for me, because you didn't.

You're my friend. I care about you. That's all that should matter.

If you keep thinking so low of yourself and of the rare friendships you make, you'll only feel worse.

I'm not offended or mad. I'm genuinely worried about you and that you may still doubt me and my friendship towards you.

I swear on anything you want that I consider you my friend, worthy of great things, peace and happiness.

Don't think about other people who aren't part of your world.

They chose to stay out of it, so don't think about them. It's a waste of good thoughts.

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Regarding your story... Thank you for sharing it. I'm grateful from the bottom of my heart.

I know how hard it was for you to tell me. So thank you. You're awesome!

I'm truly sorry about what happened. People like that disgust me and make me mad about how the world can be unfair and cold and mean.

The cruelty is so infuriating...

But I'm proud of you for still standing despite all and for getting out of that horrible situation.

You're such a strong, determined, amazing person.

I admire you even more now. I was right all along then. You're a true warrior!!

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Raven. I already thought of leaving 7cups days ago but I stayed because you stayed and I didn't wanna leave you alone.

Don't take this as pity or compassion. I truly care about you.

What finally convinced me is both the fact you're leaving now and what happened with the mods (the whole injustice where we get censored over gray text while abusive listeners get away with suicidal stuff and insults).

It was just too much. I'm not ok with being on a site where this kind of s**t is allowed.

So I can leave peacefully knowing that you're leaving too, so I won't abandon you or make you feel left behind.

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Please always remember that you're awesome and it's been really fun knowing you. I've loved being friends with you, Raven :)

@lonelyandsickFede

I love being friends with you too! Let's get together one more time for a good lengthy chat. I have a moose story to tell. And some dog stories. And a bit more about Portugal and Australia. Thank you forr staying and keeping me company. I want to here some Fede stories too like what your favorite rpgs are-- even your most favoriye---and does your good friend and your Fidanzato like the same games? And a bit more abot my...wierdness. Thank you for your patience. Tell me some of your favorite things. Let me know a scene I could paint for you with words.

What time works best for you? It's already 4:30 a.m. where you are. On Saturday. I/we could leave on Sunday?

@lonelyandsickFede

We will ALWAYS be he💓rt-friends, Fede. 🎵🎶💜💝

@SpruceRaven

Yaaaay!!! 💖

I was so afraid of being too late and that you had left before I could say goodbye. Phew..

Oh yea 😊 I'd love to hear more stories and I'm ok with sharing some of mine, although I feel like I don't have any truly interesting story to tell...

Yes, it's almost 5 AM here and my insomnia is finally giving up tonight so I may be able to sleep soon and for 4 hours straight :D Let's hope it goes that way at least tonight.

I'll be here as soon as I wake up - I don't know when it'll happen because of insomnia and all, so I can't really say a precise time :( sorry... 😞

I mean.. Of all the things I have, insomnia is one of the least serious / destructive, but it's still quite annoying and makes everything even more unstable and unpredictable.

As for games .. Mmh.. My friend and he have similar tastes, though he prefers turn-based RPGs. My friend and I definitely prefer action RPGs ..because a box with 4 choices gets boring soon, and the random battles (where you get into a separate battlefield every time you meet an enemy) get super annoying, especially in big dungeons where you meet an enemy every 2 steps. I'd rather see enemies in the same area and be able to attack them directly, even more if there are combos and hack&slash.

I'll gladly stay here with you one more day :) I love talking with you.

So instead of goodbye... good night for now 💖 Sleep well!!!

Eagles

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