Another safe space. 💙 *TW*

I keep reading that first post over and over and over, and I keep telling myself - oh, that was said wrong, or you could have said it that other way xD me overthinking it. 🤧 overthinking, overthinking, overthinking. i’ll probably come back to this post later on and think of a million different things i could have said, a million different things i tell myself i probably shouldn’t have said. And so on. (None of that made any sense now did it?) 

feels strange to have another diary space but I honestly think I need a space to just write in paragraphs. :') i’m definitely free to write in paragraphs in my other diary space - i’m sure of that - but it’s just… my head. :') my brain thought it would be okie if i created another space. 

and ~ i’m talking too much. haha. 💙

@LoveMyMoonflowers

Aww hey hey Niibuddy, you're super allowed to talk and share what you feel and how you feel, any thoughts you want to let out, talk sense or talk gibberish, simply throw together any words that come up~  a lot of us seem to ruminate over things hehe, overthinking can get overwhelming real quick leading to anxious thoughts, hesitations and more bottling up. 

But heyy, the purpose of these diary threads is to offer a safe let out space to community users, to put across things without having to worry (too much) about stuff, who's reading, who's replying, what to reply to the one replying etc etc. 

You're allowed to create a safe, comfy space for yourself to share things you want to/ need to share or vent about, okie and please try not to stress about the replies, makes perfect sense to want to have limited access, replies and interaction here. Sometimes our brain is loud enough with sooo many thoughts, we can sure use a break from the outside world to interfere more too, mhm?! (': 

You made a lot of sense with what you said in this post. But even if you didn't, it's okie to talk without making sense too sometimes, especially in *your* space. Feel free to use it as you like and at your pace.🤗💖

You deserve a safe space to be youu and share anything you need to, and I am so proud of youu for creating this space. (And smh don't worry about replying to this one lol) 

Do I even have words for anything anymore? :') Idk. 

:') I’m not okay. at all. and i just… wish i was ok. i wish i wasn’t so stupid. i wish life wasn’t so hard…

but… i’m not okay, i’m stupid and life will always be hard, one way or another. such silly wishes, ni… :') 

it’s funny how my life is completely fine on paper. if i write down everything… it’s either all fine or it’s my fault. kara and i’ve been thinking about this a lot lately. idk. 

…. :’) funny how i had a bunch of things to say when i opened this forum to write. but nope… my brains being. brainie. thanks brain… :') i guess that’s it then. nothing to say. 

or maybe… so much to say. and no words to say it. 

(replies are ok for this post)

bruh i’m tearing up for no reason what the *** ni 

tw/sh 

relapsed monday night and now it’s just…

idk how to say anything. 

✨ a n x i e t y ✨ 

TW - self-harm. 

I keep doing this one thing. staying clean for a day, or two days, or three. and then relapsing. i can’t *** survive more than three *** days without trying to do somethin to myself . I can’t. 

(no replies please. thanks.)