I'm a male but I got raped
My stepdad raped me, and I can't verbally talk about it because I have really bad anxiety. I can't tell anyone really...I feel trapped. This makes me miss my real dad so much...I keep trying to tell myself I can handle this but really I don't know. I don't want him touching me anymore. I want to be alone because I'm really ashamed...but at the same time I don't because it hurts. This is all so confusing. And yeah I'm gay but that shouldn't mean anything right?... Just so unsure.
Guys,rose here is very nice and lovely person :) Rose,I can understand how you must be feeling but mate,we are with you. We all are ready to offer our support in whatever way you need it. *hugs you close and pats your head* like Shawn said,its your right to speak up for yourself and we are here to back you up. Those feelings you are experiencing, they'll fade away slowly slowly only if you start talking. We are here,we'll make them go away together ❤
We are all here if you want to talk. Your stepdad has no right to do that to you.
I am terribly sorry for what happened. It was not your fault, and you are safe here. If you ever need support from me or anyone else on this site, approach us and let us know. It is very courageous of you to open up to us already, and I am very proud of you for that. I hope that you find the support and recovery you need.
I just to check and see if you're okay. Many hugs my friend.
